Rizal Abdul Karim - Welcome To A Day Of My Life

14 November 2010 - Danni Minogue

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14 November 2010 - Danni Minogue

Had a lazy day today. Went for Qays and Zarq bday party. And i was so pissed lah today! Argh! At that moment i want to throw anything on the wall or to shout and yell! But thanks to Desperate Housewives that keeps me happy. Also many thanks to Isham, Zahid and Fendi for lending me their ear.

Anyway, I dont know if you guys watched 'X Factor' onlind. It is a singing competition. Its not like those show where the judges only gives comment to the contestants, But instead, they had to Mentor them. There are four Judges/Mentor where each of them takes a category. They are:

Simon Cowell (Group)
Cheryl Cole (Girls)
Danni Minogue (Boys)
Luis Walsh (Over 28)

Love their format as if gives no restriction to age. Anyone can join as there are no maximum age limit!(they have to be at least 16).

What I love most is the judges. Of all, Cheryl is the only one who had won twice in a row (Alexandra Burke and Joe McElderry). I like Cheryl but until lately, i find that she is irritating and over the top. It looks like the show is eveything about her. She even perform twice on the show. 2009 and 2010. Whereas Danni Minogue didn't even have the chance to perform at all! And i also read gossip claiming that Cheryl has 2 stylist but Danni only does her own styling! I dont know how true this is but,OMG! I love Danni Minogue! She is so beautiful, elegant, cool and natural! She is so gorgeous even with simple styling and makeup, unlike Cheryl who always wants to look 'fake'.

6 November 2010 - Mariah Carey

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6 November 2010 - Mariah Carey

If i remember back clearly, the first international artist album I bought was Mariah Carey's album 'Daydream'. She is the first international artist that I fall in love with. It was a coincidence because at that time I just got myself a cassette player. I remember the seller recommended to me that album. Without thinking much, I bought it. And at that time, my interest in Mariah Carey increases. One Sweet Day is the song that i kept on repeatedly.

But from time to time, my interest towards her faded. I'm not so fond of her because of the arrival of other new artists that I fall in love with. Shania Twain, Celine Dion and Whitney Houston are some of the artist I am interested in at that time (although they are older than Mariah. Still love them now too)

Mariah Carey is the only one artist that I was not so interested with until recently. I'm downloading some of her albums now on the Internet. My interest started again, especially after watching her interview with Alan Carr recently. There are also other video interviews that got me hooked back to Mariah. My only criticism is just one: she did not always sing live. There was a time, her recorded playback voice suddenly came out without realizing it. Not once, but twice. I still love her though!

5 November 2010 - Gaga

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5 November 2010 - Gaga

Its been a while huh. Lazy to update blog. So now i'm back on, for now. Happy Holiday btw. Gonna spend my day watching dvds and dramas. Lot of good dramas now. It is Season 7 of Desperate Housewives and Season 2 of Glee. How fast time pass.

Now in a midst of watching 'Lady Gaga Story'. Honestly I'm pretty tired of watching because there is no direct interview of her. Its all recorded audio! Boring! But her 'Lady Gaga - Live at Glastonbury' is hot! I love the crowd! There are a lot of flags! Its like Nation Parade! Love her vocal and costumes! But the stage look so budget!

(*ps: Thanks Norisham Nor for the DVDs)

And by the way, I want to wish all Hindus a HAPPY DEEPAVALI. DEEPAVALI VATHUKAL!

Happy holiday to the rest!

And also, Happy 24th Birthday to Nornasridah Bte Mohd Amin!! :)

28 May 2010 - Happy Vesak Day

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28 May 2010 - Happy Vesak Day

Christmas Day, New Year, Hari Raya, Deepavali are some the major Public Holidays in Singapore. But what do I really know about Vesak? Seriously, no knowledge about it. Hey, i did not take Geography or whatever it call in Secondary school ok.

Anyway, here are some info i extract from wikipedia regarding Vesak:

History

The decision to agree to celebrate Vesākha as the Buddha’s birthday was formalized at the first Conference of the World Fellowship of Buddhists held in Sri Lanka in 1950, although festivals at this time in the Buddhist world are a centuries-old tradition. The Resolution that was adopted at the World Conference reads as follows:

“

That this Conference of the World Fellowship of Buddhists, while recording its appreciation of the gracious act of His Majesty, the Maharaja of Nepal in making the full-moon day of Vesak a Public Holiday in Nepal, earnestly requests the Heads of Governments of all countries in which large or small number of Buddhists are to be found, to take steps to make the full-moon day in the month of May a Public Holiday in honour of the Buddha, who is universally acclaimed as one of the greatest benefactors of Humanity.

”

On Vesākha Day, Buddhists all over the world commemorate events of significance to Buddhists of all traditions: The birth, enlightenment and the passing away of Gautama Buddha. As Buddhism spread from India it was assimilated into many foreign cultures, and consequently Vesākha is celebrated in many different ways all over the world.

The celebration of Vesākha

May 2007 had two full moon days, the 1st and the 31st. Some countries (including Sri Lanka, Cambodia and Malaysia) celebrated Vesākha on the 1st, while others (Thailand, Singapore) celebrated the holiday on the 31st due to different local lunar observance. This difference also manifests in the observance of other Buddhist holidays, which are traditionally observed at the local full moon.

On Vesākha day, devout Buddhists and followers alike are expected and requested to assemble in their various temples before dawn for the ceremonial, and honorable, hoisting of the Buddhist flag and the singing of hymns in praise of the holy triple gem: The Buddha, The Dharma (his teachings), and The Sangha (his disciples). Devotees may bring simple offerings of flowers, candles and joss-sticks to lay at the feet of their teacher. These symbolic offerings are to remind followers that just as the beautiful flowers would wither away after a short while and the candles and joss-sticks would soon burn out, so too is life subject to decay and destruction. Devotees are enjoined to make a special effort to refrain from killing of any kind. They are encouraged to partake of vegetarian food for the day. In some countries, notably Sri Lanka, two days are set aside for the celebration of Vesākha and all liquor shops and slaughter houses are closed by government decree during the two days. Also birds, insects and animals are released by the thousands in what is known as a 'symbolic act to liberation'; of giving freedom to those who are in captivity, imprisoned, or tortured against their will. Some devout Buddhists will wear a simple white dress and spend the whole day in temples with renewed determination to observe the eight Precepts.

Devout Buddhists undertake to lead a noble life according to the teaching by making daily affirmations to observe the Five Precepts. However, on special days, notably new moon and full moon days, they observe the eight Precepts to train themselves to practice morality, simplicity and humility.

Some temples also display a small image of the baby Buddha in front of the altar in a small basin filled with water and decorated with flowers, allowing devotees to pour water over the statue; it is symbolic of the cleansing of a practitioners bad karma, and to reenact the events following the Buddha's birth, when devas and spirits made heavenly offerings to him.

Devotees are expected to listen to talks given by monks. On this day monks will recite verses uttered by the Buddha twenty-five centuries ago, to invoke peace and happiness for the Government and the people. Buddhists are reminded to live in harmony with people of other faiths and to respect the beliefs of other people as the Buddha had taught.

27 May 2010 - Simon Says Goodbye

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27 May 2010 - Simon Says Goodbye

Congratulation to Lee Dewyze for this season winner. It is the last Season for Simon Cowell, and maybe the last season for me too! American Idol lost its charm even before Simon announces his leave. The show lost its spark when Kara joined in 'the judges family'. I have nothing against Kara. No doubt she is a successful song writer. It is just my preference. As much as i hate Paula's rubbish comments, she brings the excitement to the show. Season 9 really bores me! For the 1st time ever, i seriously don't fancy the final 2 being in the final!

Having said that, i think Season 9 (2010) had a very good looking male contestants! I don't really know what to expect in the next season. Without Paula its already a bore. I can't imagine what it would be like without Simon now.

23 May 2010 - The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

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23 May 2010 - The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

Original song by the legendary Roberta Flack. Released in 1972. There are a few cover versions from other singers. My personal favourites are from Shirley Bassey, Leona Lewis, David Cook and Celine Dion versions! Here are the videos of the original singer some of my favourite covers:-

Roberta Flack (Original Singer)

Leona Lewis

Celine Dion

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and the stars were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the empty skies

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move in my hands
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command my love

The first time ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the Earth
And last, and last, and last till the end of time
The first time ever I saw your face
Your face
Your face
Your face

Restaurant Hopping With The Fabulous

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15 May 2010 - Restaurant Hopping With The Fabulous

Had a blast with the fabulous!!!! Great night!!! We did something different. Not the usual things we usually do. We are like food critics. Hopping from one eatery to another! Fun! Daphne is so damn funny! She wants to take fun photos using her iphone. But her iphone give problem. Every time restart! We POSED a lot but Daphne photos keep on restarting! Damn! Moral of the story is to bring Digicam everywhere we go!!!!

We went to a lot of place. (Click Here For Photos)

Pasir Panjang Area, Niqqi's The Cheese Prata Shop
Holland V, Lorong Mambong Area
Haagen Dazs, Holland V
Everything With Fries, Holland V
Bugis Junction (to Arab Street)
Pics 43 to 45 - Fun Photos (Holland V area)

9 May 2010 - Celebrities, Artists

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9 May 2010 - Celebrities, Artists

Why can't some celebrities last long? Celebrities are people who fans love, honor, appreciate, idolize and most importantly are role models to them. Celebrities like Beyonce Knowles, Celine Dion and the Late Michael Jackson are a few that have the qualities. They do well in the industry despite having their personal issues, controversies or problems. These hindrance don't stop them from doing well in the industry. I look up to these people are my Idol.

These other few artists, however, are actually great singers. I love them. They are award winning artists, they dominate music charts, they had successful concert tours and etc. But for some reason, i don't really label them as someone who i idolize.

1. Amy Winehouse
Amy Winehouse, an R&B, Jazz and Pop singer from the Great Britain. Famously known for her soulful vocal and unique personality. The start of her career is great. But her recent appearances and performances are not something that i look forward to. Her style and vocal quality totally goes down the drain. I'm not sure due to what reasons but it was rumored to be her drug and alcohol problem. And at some of her tours, she mumbled, often forgetting lyrics.

2. Lady Gaga
Pop singer, Lady Gaga is well known for her style. Fans always eager to see what she wear. Her songs and vocals are great. But recently, she portray the image of Britney Spears. Maybe her stage presence, not vocally of course. One magazine reviewed her as doing something that looks suspiciously like mime during her tour on a rickety metal staircase while wearing an outfit with shoulderpads the size of the deck on a small aircraft carrier. On one of her tour, it was announced that Gaga would be unable to appear due to illness. She posted an apology on her Twitter account, and stated that the performance would be rescheduled. On another occasion, she refuse to go on stage as she was having a nervous breakdown. Oprah Winfrey came to her rescue. Diva?

3. Britney Spears
She is one of the successful singer in history. With countless awards, sold out concerts, successful products and endorsements. She must be very happy. Despite all this success, she receive a lot of negative reviews from magazines and fans. She's being labeled as the 'lip sync singer', who cannot sing live and based on miming. She undergone many personal problems like traffic violation and children custody.

9 May 2010 - iPhone

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9 May 2010 - iPhone

Before anything, i just want to wish a Happy mothers' day to all mothers out there. Have an enjoyable day with your children!

At last! All of us have an iphone except isdino! I truly never expect to buy it too. I bought it at the moment of anger. I was so pissed off with my Nokia, I don't know why but the screen crack suddenly! I don'r remember hitting anything against the screen. It was also not covered under the warranty!! argh!!! However, i was so pleased with iphone. A lot of application, functions and etc. Cool!!!

I've been very busy and tired with work lately. But still, heart to heart talk is a must! I can now say that i don't care with things anymore. I used to think about it, why this why that. And now, i just cant be bothered with it anymore. Apologizing for the so called 'mistake'. Dont deserved that apology at all! How stupid am i!! I take back the apology! In fact, i should be the one accepting/receiving the apology instead.

3 May 2010 - Whitney Houston - Nothing But Love

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3 May 2010 - Whitney Houston - Nothing But Love

Whitney Houston is back again with her seventh studio album in 2009 titled ' I Look To You'. Don't expect her to deliver the same vocal as 1980s-1990s. Her powerful high vocals, then, now sounds husky and glottal. Tracks are great. Mix off her signature genre and also the current ones.

She is now touring. The tour began with two rehearsal dates in Russia, under an unadvertised title.At the end of the rehearsal, the tour's title was changed to "Nothing But Love World Tour". As of now, she had completed Russia, Korea, Japan, Australia, Ireland, UK and Scotland. Her show in UK and Australia received bad reviews. I watched her 'Nothing But Love' tour videos in youtube. Damn, she really struggle with her low and high notes in most of her tour countries. She had to clear her throat (cough) a few times in a middle of a song. But nevertheless, i am still pleased to see her ok to good performance in Russia, Korea, Japan and Scotland.

As a true Whitney Houston fan, i seriously dont mind paying to see her concert even though her vocals are not in tact. I just hope in her next tour date, she will be able to perform well at At least, singing in tune. Personally i don't think she should prove anything to her fans in hitting those high notes. I prefer her to sing in her own range now, rather than her struggling on stage. But i really love her stage presence and how she communicate with her fans. A true DIVA! I Heart Whitney Houston!

6 January 2010 - New Year

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6 January 2010 - New Year

Have not been writing for quite sometime. Lazy! Anyway, just want to wish all a Happy New Year. Get over the past (i hope) and open a new chapter in life. 2009 is a moderate year for me. I just hope that i can serve my National Service forever! Haha! Those were the days. I really missed doing NS. I am happy with what God's given me. Be happy and thankful for what we have. I couldnt ask for me but i just feel the the end of 2009 is a pain in the *ss!

To whoever it may concern: If you feel disappointed or angry, so do i. I think it is totally unfair for me of how you reacted. For whatever the reason is, it came out from your mouth. It is not a made up story. I just want to make it very clear to you Dear Friend. I dont demand an apology from you but giving me back the 'sorry' from my last sms would be much appreciated. My Hp line will be on mostly 24hrs, if you wish to call/sms me. I will still 'love' you no matter what :P

30 November 2009 - Formula 17

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30 November 2009 - Formula 17

I recommend you people to watch this movie. It is a romantic comedy theme! I emphasise, A Gay romantic comedy. I really love the storyline. I just wish Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves were the actors! Here are the descriptions/synopsis:

(SOURCE: WIKIPEDIA)
Formula 17 (17歲的天空, pinyin: shí qī suì de tiān kōng) is a 2004 film which was directed by Chen Yin-jung (陳映蓉). It stars Tony Yang (楊佑寧), Duncan (周群達), King Chin (金勤), Dada Ji (季宏全), Jimmy Yang (楊俊明), and Jason Chang (張大鏞). It is a gay romantic comedy film about Chou T'ien-Tsai, a romantic Taiwanese male who takes a trip to visit an online boyfriend in person for the first time. Finding his internet relationship unsuitable for his real life, he moves on with his life and rooms with an old time friend of his. The film describes T'ien's experiences with his loyal roommate and his friends, and a surprising relationship that he develops with the local "Playboy".

This film was banned in Singapore because it "portrayed homosexuality as normal, and a natural progression of society".^[1]

Naive countryman Chou T'ien-Tsai goes to Taipei to meet an internet friend face-to-face. Being a romantic, and believing in 'true love' (he even has a book called Love Is A Kind Of Faith), he is sorely disappointed when his friend suggests they have sex with no love. T'ien instead goes to a bar and runs into his ex-classmate Yu and in the process meets the 'Number One Playboy' Bai Tie Nan, who is notorious for one night stands. T'ien very quickly develops a liking towards Bai.

After the night at the bar and becoming roommates with Yu, T'ien gets a job as a pool attendant and has several run-ins with Bai, who seems to like T'ien mutually. Scenes with Bai and his psychologist show that Bai has a problem kissing people. After being advised to practice kissing a mirror and then a dummy, both of which fail to help him, he tries to kiss his longtime friend, but can't bring himself to do it.

One night, T'ien shows up at Bai's doorstep and they end up having sex consensually. True to his nature, Bai disappears the next day, leaving his friend to turn up at his house and explain to T-ien that 'he hopes you don't misunderstand'. T'ien, hurt and unknowing of the entire story behind Bai's intimacy issues, leaves a message saying that 'this kind of misunderstanding won't happen again'.

T'ien prepares to leave his roommate's dwelling and return to his own home. In the meantime, T'ien's friends corner Bai. They asked Bai to tell them the truth Bai is very resistant to tell the story, so his best friend decides to share instead. As a young boy, Bai was told by a fortune teller that he is cursed and that anything that he loves will be doomed. A lifetime of self-fulfilling this prophecy is what led Bai to become a serial one-night stander and lose his ability to love. Falling in love with T'ien caught Bai off guard and, as a result, they both suffered. After a silent prayer for a second chance, he sees T'ien heading up an escalator. His first attempt to apologize fails, and T'ien literally runs away. He nearly gets run down by a scooter, but Bai saves him and they make up.

The ending credits include a short segment on the three supporting cast members and their somewhat stereotyped views upon gay fashion.

The film was the highest grossing fiction film in Taiwan in 2004.

9 November 2009 - Last Time

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9 November 2009 - Last Time

Monday blues? Not for me today. I had Nasi Briyani for lunch. 'Eye-Battle and endurance starts right after lunch. Haha.

I've noticed that man and woman nowadays are extremely versatile. A lot of people are doing things they don't usually do, compared to last time. E. g. Boyfriends carrying their girlfriend bags. Man doing housework chores, Woman goes to work while man stays at home and etc. It has a positive and negative points depending on how you look at it. The situation now is really different from the past. The past, i meant 10 years ago. Hahaha.
During that time, i don't see a lot of woman working to support their family. It is not normal to see man doing house chores too as it has always been the woman daily routine. I dare to say this because I've seen this happened be it my friends, family or simply my observation.

People thinkng have change. Mindset is different now. We are running, aiming for time. I still remember those days in primary school nagging and complaining about how slow the clock.watch tocks. Waiting for recess during primary school really drives me crazy!!!

8 November 2009 - Loving You Still

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8 November 2009 - Loving You Still

I fell in love with this song the moment i hear it. Song from the underrated but great R&B singer, TAMIA (adapted from her album Tamia - 1998) I have this song in my lappy/ipod but never listen to it before. I definitely can relate to the lyric. This is for you people out there who is heartbroken but still loving him/her.

Verse 1 :
Fell in love, and everything that I wanted
What a life for me...
Now a thing don't mean a thing, since we've parted
Meant the world to me...
And though my heart's still beatin', when will I breathe again
And when will someone wake me from, this awful dream I'm in

Chorus:
If you could see the way I live my life
If you could see the way I cry at night
If you could understand the reasons why
That I'm loving you still...
If you could hear me when I call your name
You gotta know I'll never ever love again
'Cause I'm loving you still

Verse 2:
I had someone watch over me, my protector
Kept me safe and warm
I had someone makin' love to me, I thought forever
Forever now is gone...
So I spend my days pretending, I spend my nights alone
I've never missed somebody so, I've never loved so strong

Repeat chorus

Bridge:
And now that you have gone away
Lord knows that I must pray
That we will meet again
But until then...

Repeat chorus

07 November 2009 -

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07 November 2009 - Sleepy Mode

Today is the usual half-day for me. But it was an unusual day generally. I went straight to bed after work at roughly 2pm and woke up at around 7pm. I guess i was damn tired watching movies and hanging out till 5am yesterdau. Had not been hanging out that late for quite some time.

My dearest Isham is back.. woohoo.. for a month only.

I just had this thing linger. We, humans are so plastic in life. We actually know what things happen and we pretend like as if we dont. Giving fake smiles, having fake/cant be bothered conversations.. Thats just life.. I just wish that we all have peace in life. No fake smiles, no bad mouth and no jealousy! Keep the gossiping coming in though! hahaha!

OK SLEEPING NOW

5 December 2009 - Lately

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5 December 2009 - Lately

I was happy to bump with my former Primary school teacher, Miss Yasmin today(Min Xin Primary School). We had quite a long conversation. Thanks for the compliment Madam! I will keep in touch with you! Although she never teach me at all, i still remember how she fall down the stairs. It was damn hilarious! Such great memories! Missed those days, not forgetting the teachers too! LOVE THEM ALL! I just feel that today style of teaching is different from the past. I agree that the education system change for the better. But i still think that their care and concern during those days is totally unquestionable. They really go the extra mile! Staying back and doing house visits voluntarily without being paid! Salute them! This is what a true teacher is, for me. They hit you, curse you, scold you. But end of the day, they want the best for their students. I remember VERY CLEARLY what my form teacher said (Mdm Sitti Zainon)"If God wants to take me, take me after you all pass your PSLE results" I was so touched by what she said. She was my form teacher from primary 3 or 4 i think. And i guess that was her 1st time taking primary 6. I really would like to thank Mdm Sitti Zainon, Mrs Susan Phua and Mdm Roslinda for their hard work.

Different story now.....I've been doing a lot of unnecessary thinking lately. Thinking about 'what if, 'how i' and etc. I just don't know what and how to describe how it feels. Lately, I don't sleep well at night but i do come to work on time. I'm not restless at work though. Typing this makes me feel scary. OMG, weird!

Anyway, Isham is coming back from Vietnam later today. Such a good timing. I want my presents ok Isham! Please dont give me similar thing like what you gave last year. So sad tau! But i still appreciate and keep it with me ok. Haha! I sleep with it sometimes, if i miss you lah! OMG!! So i'm so 'butterfly' right?

November is such a broke month for me! So many birthday babies! A LOT!!!! Hahaha! But it is great knowing we share the same zodiac. Hail Scorpio! Don't mess with us! Haha. Ok i;m off to bed. Tired

23 October 2009 - 'Great' Things

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23 October 2009 - 'Great' Things

Never did i expect this to happened! Beyonce postponed/cancelled her tour in Malaysia, AGAIN! I feel more sad than being frustrated. But our KL trip is something to look forward too. I just hope to have a great trip there. Dont really have the mood now.

Went to airport last 2 days with Fendi, Zahid and Heder. Sometimes i just wish Heder would shut up his big F mouth! He really knows how i feel towards D****** and he still tell me about what happen. I dont blame Adi 100% cause i have no rights to stop whatever he wants to do. But i just feel really sad. Heder should not have told me this. I understand that it suppose to be a secret between them. What is his motive telling me all this. Making me sad? Wanting to break our friendship? I just dont understand him sometimes. Just shut up la next time. Keep things which you not suppose to say! Youre not good in keeping secrets! I really dont wish to know what you told me the other day.

And as for you Adi, you know how i feel towards D******, and i do understand why you dont want to tell me. I respect that. But again, i just cant stop feeling sad.

You can call me feelers, feeling or whatever. Try to be in my shoes.

21 October 2009 - Back... AGAIN

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21 October 2009 - Back... AGAIN

Almost 2 year ago today! Haha. Im back with blogging...again, i guess. Many things happen and changed this few years. Growing up is not in the list yet. I miss those days in school, NS and my part time work. And now i can't believe i completed my ICT year 1 reservist! m attached to KINS Police unit. EK3A. I;m in troop 3!!!! TROOP 3 ALL THE WAY!!! Hahahaha!!! Feels like those days in camp during NS. We bond quite well with each other. Wanting to stay in camp.

Sounds crazy right? But thats how i feel now. Miss the stupid jokes, training, competition and fun lessons!

EK3A - ICT 1 - 28 Sep to 15 Oct 09 - Troop 3

15 December 2008 - Enough is Enough

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15 December 2008 - Enough is Enough

I refuse to believe, i even back you up when people say bad things about you and in return i get a bloody 'slap' on my face. I will never forget that time and day. Saying things which is not true,wost still thing not related to you at all.

I try not not to be sensitive. I get over that feeling, but your words just pierce through. Im chose not to argue further as we are in the middle of dinner. I'm so angry! I really wanna punch his face! Arghh!! Don't blame me if in the future, i'm being plastic towards you. It is indeed true what Roti Boyan(Hahaha) said. Thanks for reminding us about his ugly bad attitude. Now i believe every single word you say.
And yah, I know i'm laser(kurang ajar) but at least i say things infront of people. I dont tell stories that can make each other argue. I rest my case. I will try not to bump into you my 'friend'. We can still talk but i dont think it will be asincere conversation. Thanks for the ticket anyway!

ARGH! !@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*!@#%()_+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 December 2008 - Thank You

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3 December 2008 - Thank You

I wanna thank all who wish me on my birthday. Thanks a lot. Really never expect this year to get present. Lol, really. Thanks to Famous Amos people Roslee, Juli, Wei Li & Daphne. Thanks to Kendron and Isdino too. Roslee can cook seh!!! Nice. Like your paru and nasi goreng! Thanks for sabo-ing me. Kendron you are damn violent!!!! I wanna cry seh. Im scared of getting drown!!!!!!!

Thanks also to Suzanna Orang/Bedah and Fayadh for the surprise. Never expect it at all! Thanks once again. Thanks Fayadh for the excellent sabo-ing too! masam nak mampos eh buah asam tu!

And save the last for Zahid and Adi. Really nice cake! Celebrate at coffee shop. MALU! Hahahak.
Coincidentaly both cake is the same. The one Famous Amos and Zahid/Adi bought.

THANKS ALL!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING
LOVE YOU!

16 November 2008 - Song Albums

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16 November 2008 - Song Albums

Just to start with, 4 more days to my birthday. Hahahk... Just a note lah.

I cannot wait to watch Desperate Housewives and Ugly Betty DVDs which Juli bought for me. DRAMA MARATHON!!! Yeah!! And also the souvenier which Juli dont want to tell me what it is. That dont count as a present ok!!
And Isham, im waiting for mine too! Yah im thick skin. Tk kisah
Anyway, November and December is a great month for me. A lot of good albums will be in stores. Albums like
Beyonce Knowles - I Am... Sasha Fierce
Deborah Cox - This Promise
David Archuleta - David Archuleta
Jennifer Hudson - Jennifer Hudson

I cannot rank them because i love all of them! Ok till then, gotta eat now!

22 October 2008 - Holiday Holiday Holiday!

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22 October 2008 - Holiday Holiday Holiday!

Happy belated 24th Birthday to Juli. Had a great time celebrating Juli's bday at Botanic Garden and thanks to Isdino. I thought it was me who 'bocor rahsia'. Sorry not me, Isdino lah. Hahak!

The surprise all gone (as expected). All mouth kanasai! LOL
Really had a great time gossiping. Talk and talk. All 'bocor rahsia' again came out. Only Kendron choose to do 'Dare'. The rest all chose 'True'. Great scenary, great food from Roslee's kitchen :P and great sport - Badminton. Really a so called healthy lifrestyle thing. And as usual i ate non-stop. I gain quite a few. OMG, i just cannot discipline myself to limit my consumption.
We End our day by playing charade at Taka! Really pissed me off! Juli always get to answer. Argh!!!! Geram seh. She is so clever lah. No need to explain or act she can guess straight away. Arghh!

Anyway next year, if i have the chance, i wanna go for another holiday in the January! I so wanna go Vietnam but they all already going on the November. I cant possibly go on January alone. Scared lah, and as if Isham got the time to spend. People working mah.

So tentatively it will be either Bangkok or Tokyo. Im praying for at least to go one of that country in January 2009. Insya-allah. Pray for me too guys. The problem is the applying leave part. Arghhhh! Hate it.

p/s: Again, picture still KIV from Roslee and Juli :P

12 October 2008 - Wohoo

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12 October 2008 - Wohoo

Many stupid and 'heart-pain' things happen recently. I lost my camera during F1 show. My laptop just crashed yesterday, gonna forked out so much of money seh. ARGHHHH. Almost lost my ipod at cineleisure toilet too. Lost my Baju Kurung at Geylang bazaar! alamak........stupid me

But anyhow, i had fun recently too. At work and outside. Love my job! At least for now. Love clubbing now too! My 1st time seeing Daphne club, dancing with ang mohs. Its like shes the centre of attraction. Funny too! She dont look like the Daphne i know. I dont really know her deeply though.

Anyway also, Happy belated 24th birthday to Bedah akak Mrs Isham 2... or 3 eh? whose number 3? hahaha oh yah another Suzana (Orang). OOPSSS Lol.!! Dont cry lah eh. Isham cant call you because of a phone number thingy change in Vietnam. Hope u had a wonderful night. I think you had la! May your wish come true *wink* *wink*. Ok here are the pictures of us during F1!!! No cars!!!! STUPID DAY! LOST MY DIGI CAMERA FOR NOTHING! Its still few weeks old seh. I cried ok! Totally no mood AT ALL!!!! But nevermind, i had a hell of a fun with the rest at Ishams' 25th Birthday. Anwyay the macaroni and cheese at coffee club SUCKS!

23 September 2008 - Nawal Al Zoghbi (Khalas Sameht)

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23 September 2008 - Nawal Al Zoghbi (Khalas Sameht)

I may a bit slow but i post it anyway. And i apologies if i did this entry before. Hehek. Anyway she is my most favourite arabic singer and diva. NAWAL AL ZOGHBI has released her new album titled Khalas Sameht. To be frank, i've not listened to it carefully but i will when time permits. Really love her besides Ziana Zain and Beyonce Knowles.

Khalas Sameht (Arabic: خلاص سامحت‎) (English: Enough, I Forgave) is the 2008 album by Nawal Al Zoghbi. The album is Nawal's 12th album and is her first to be released after returning to the production company Rotana. The album was released on the evening of January 22, 2008 in Lebanon and internationally on the 23rd of January 2008. It consists of 8 Arabic songs, 6 in the Egyptian accent and 2 in the Lebanese accent, earlier albums of Nawal contained more than eight songs, but this album ("Khalas Sameht") is really different because every song is a hit on its own. From the first day of its launch, this album quickly reached the top after only five days the album is number one at Virgin Megastore, and it really pushed away all the competition.

Tracklists of 'Khalas Sameht':
1 Laih Meshtaqalak (4:15)
2 Albi Esalo (3:09)
3 Khalas Sameht (4:11)
4 El Hawa We Amaylo (4:21)
5 Law Kan (4:35)
6 Tegi Menak (4:05)
7 Ma Tesal Alia (4:31)
8 Sho HalQalb (3:16)

22 September 2008 - Apologise

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22 September 2008 - Apologise

10 more days to Hari Raya. Spend most of my time at Geylang these days with those puaka. I lost my new shirt i bought in Geylang recently. So sad, damn sad. Really pissed me of. Arghh. I asked myself why this thing happened. Retribution or just plain careless? Whatever lah!!

I try to please everyone, in my own capability of course. But Kendrons' word just made me think deeply. And by the way uncle i'm not acting high class ok. You are! Hahahak! I just hope they dont bad-mouth me (fingers cross). I failed to turn up on Isdino's and Wei Li's birthday. And i dont want bad impression which they will think - 'you know i know' kind of way. I do feel bad at that time but what can i do, i cant make it. Sorry.

And in another occasion, I just feel safe saying this here. It is hard for me to type this but i want to apologise to my friend because i betrayed HER. Not mentioning the reason here. No one knows this except Isdino, i think hahahak. He is not in the scene of course. He just happened to be at the wrong time and so i told him my story. LOL, Its a long story but I am deeply sorry to her. I didnt mean that to happened, im not in the right of mind at the time, i think. Please please accept my apologies. You may not know it happened but if you read this, again i truly apologise sincerely.

20 September 2008 - Hat Yai 2008

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20 September 2008 - Hat Yai 2008

Its almost a month since we went to Hat Yai on the 28 August 2008. At last the photos arrived at my hand!! Thanks Zahid for keeping us wait! Btw, im still waiting for other trip of photos we went to KL, Mushahrin! Anyway Hat Yai is really a fun place to be for those who love nature and food, especially seafood. Its damn cheap compare to Singapore and Malaysia.

6 of us went there. Me, Heder, Adi, Fendi, Daniel and Zahid. We came at the wrong time actually. All the airports were shut down due to the case in Thailand. I'm lazy to type what happened there but its a hell out of fun. Full of unnecessary drama from Zahid and also the fun we had there. Eating, Shopping, Waterfall and Sight-seeing. Awww FUN man!!! Goodbye for now Hat Yai! Let the pictures do the talking.

Click Here to view pictures - Pictures are in Friendster

4 September 2008 - New Improved Ashanti

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4 September 2008 - New Improved Ashanti

Ashanti's new album, The Declaration is in stores now. Had been in shelf for quite some time already. Love her new image. The cover album is simple but i really like the dress and the hair. Kudos to her. She improved a lot vocally. Her dressing is great too. Love her new hair. My favourite song is obviously 'The Way That I Love You' Great single!

She really improved a lot but her songs still vary. Not as tempting as her 1st album. Anyway one thumb up for her!

26 August 2008 - Cherish Every Moment

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26 August 2008 - Cherish Every Moment

2 more days before i depart to Hat Yai,Thailand. Can't wait for the trip. MY 1st time to Thailand was when i was in secondary school times. Cannot remember when but went during NPCC trip.

Before i forgot i want to wish WEI LI SAMANTHA a belated birthday. May all your wish come true and find the right match. Stay healthy and wealthy! Sorry cannot join you guys to the Flyer thing as im hookee up with something. So so sorry. Hope you like the COACH bag. So long never went out and really chill with them since Isham left. Never had the time i guess. I wish i could turn back time.

MISS the NS days. True enough what my uncle said. 'CHERISH EVERY MOMENT'. We may hate the feeling that time but in the longrun you will definately want to turn back time and be back in NS. NS is the most sweetest and memorable thing i wish i could do again. ESPECIALLY during 3 months basic course, PREP COURSE in HTA (Home Team Academy). You will miss the not so likeable person too because they are what they are. You remember them for that. I really dont mind going through the pain and torture again! YES!!! Miss the times man!

Even when i was posted to prison i dont wanna leave the place especially Lloyd Leas Camp (LLC). The working environment is great! Love night duty!!!!!!!!!! YEAH! Never get hungry! Always got stock! Hahahak.. Aww now im missing them! ALL!! People in HTA, the guys in SSO course, LLC and SPD! Great memories.

REMEMBER GUYS, cherish every moment. Dont nag or sulk! NS is great!

7 August 2008 - Tired But Fun

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7 August 2008 - Tired But Fun

WooHoo, never notice that i' have not post anything since last June. Busy with new job, busy wandering about and busy 'holidaying'. LOL

I feel so tired nowadays. Never in life i take any supplement. But i just bought 2 vitamins last month. One is a Cod Liver Oil and another is All-One-Day vitamin. Hopefully it will make me more energetic and less tired. Work is great. Meet new people, new surroundings and friends. No time for movies, karaoke and bla bla bla. But club still stay. Hehek. No time to even sms my friend who i used to message often. Miss them! Miss Isham too, Mr Hanoi!

Just came back from Kl on 4 August. Went there from 2-4 August 2008 with my secondary school friend Idah, ALina and Mushahrin. Had an extremely fun time there. Genting was great. Love the weather and the rides. I dont dare take the thrill rides though. Call me faggot, coward or whatever but my decision still stands! We barely sleep. That was the most crucial thing we did, SLEEP. Barely had enough of that. Still waiting for the pic Mushahrin

Just to inform you guys, i'll be going to Hat Yai Thailand on 28 August to 1 September with Heder, Adi, Danial, Fendi, Zahid and Robert. Looking foward to it. Hope its a great trip. Alright till then, MSN, SMS or email me. See y'all

29 June 2008 - Things I Hate

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29 June 2008 - Things I Hate

Been a great Fri and Sat night for me, ALMOST. Dance like theres no tomorrow (Paula Abdul's song huh). Had fun with Zahid, Adi, Heder, Izwan and Reza at 2 different nights. The only thing that really spoilt my mood were the people that i dont wish to see. DAMN SWAY!!! OH GOD, PLEASE PLEASE, make them invisible for me. hate it a lot! So i decided to layout some things that i hate. So guys, please refrain from doing this TO me or INFRONT of me. Thanks for your kindness and cooperation and its greatly much appreciated. Thanks/Terima Kasih.

1. MY EXs - THE top list of haters. Never wanna bump into them, if possible. Its funny for people to say, "we can still become friends and bestest friends" Rubbish! So, to those out there who think that way, "MY FOOT, KISS MY NATURAL BROWN BORN A**" Its impossible. If there is and its true, please guys prove it me to and i'll believe you. E mail me! (I DOUBT SO!)

2. WAITING - I hate to wait for people, seriously, I'm selfish at this. Hahah, i rather people to wait for me. I know im bad sorry. I just hate it a lot, as i would tend to go around and shop and it cost me money to wait you know! Hahaha, So lets us be punctual together? Again, i doubt so

3. LIAR - This word best describe ZAHID ALI. Hahaha, sorry Zahid, your lying might be non serious but it affects people ok. No harm in telling the truth. Sooner or later will have to accept it.

4. TWO-HEADED PEOPLE - This one without question is not in my list of friends nor enemy. I woulds act as if i never met them before. Sorry, these kind of people always tell/act/treat differently abt others at the point of time and do another thing to another one. LOSERS

24 June 2008 - Quest Lab

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24 June 2008 - Quest Lab/ICA

My Official last day. Just work for 3 months but feel like working there forever. Wanna thank Suzanna for her recommendation. Thank you once again.

Wasn't expecting any good wisdom words from them, but yeah i did.

-Thanks to my department in call centre especially LIZ. Thanks JULI for the fun and hidious times. I'm not gonna miss you all yet coz i will definately SEE YOU in near time.
-Thanks to Kak Ita, Kak Yanie and all the Kak's and Abang's!!!!!!
-Thanks Kak Ana for the lovely Pooh! IM SO LOVING IT!!
-Thank you Kak Mira for the cute Pooh MUG!
-And not to forget the business clients and despatch riders too.

Dont forget ladies, our BIG DINNER at Hilton Hotel on 4 July 2008. Mark your calendar guys. SEAFOOD NIGHTOUT!!! And Juli, sabar menanti your cd eh!

And now for the record, i will be working at ICA @ Lavender as Corporate Support Officer. Technically, that was my dream job besides the one in MOE which i dont get it and not to mention, Singer. Hehe. Course will commence on 27 June 2008 at Home Team Academy. Hehe, another memory place (NS training times)!

22 June 2008 - Get Smart

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22 June 2008 - Get Smart

Back To Basics, Back To Black, Back To Old School. Hahah. Our Secondary school reunion, (not really a reunion)After like for so many years. We went out to watch 'Get Smart'. And as usual, gossip and gossiping like nobody business. Had a great time cam-whoring and gossiping sey. Miss those times. The fun and sad moments in Ngee Ann Sec. Hahahk! FUNNY mostly

Can't wait for 2,3 and 4 August for our KL Trip(hope it will happen) with Idah, Alina and Mushahrin.

22 June 2008 - I Hate It

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22 June 2008 - I Hate It

HATE IT! HATE IT! HATE IT!!! I hate to bump into you. Especially there. Seeing that makes me boiled. Really, sudden change of mood. Its like a switch! i was having so much fun that time and seeing that makes me feel something different so suddenly.

In future, GOD please, I dont want to bump into him again! SAD and ANGRY. My eyes just cant bear to see it!

F**K YOU IDIOT!!!

8 June 2008 - Busy Lah

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8 June 2008 - Busy Lah

Such a busy time for me now. Never have the chance to check my email, moreover MSN. Very very tired! Many things happen this few weeks. At work, home, everywhere. Eventually i did enjoy the dinner and dance. Had a great time that day. My last meet with Isham that day i think.

Bought him a shirt the day before he left. Was very tired that day, VERY! Haha and i just sucks at choosing sizes. OMG, what am i thinking. Damn small lah. Nevermind i wear it instead ok Sham! I get you a new one. Send by DHL.

I purposely did not send him to the airport, on the day he left. Cannot lah, i just cant. I just hope the best for him. I would not want him to leave, seriously! Without him is like incomplete, i just can't describe how. But i think is best for him to go. The experience there, making new friends and of course the pay.

If you read this Isham, i just wanna say: WE MISS YOU!!!
Aku sampai mimpi2 kau ok! Kelakar and malulah siak!

1 May 2008 - Labour Day

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1 May 2008 - Labour Day

Happy Labour Day to all. I think, just spend time at home watching tv and play computer. I just hope it would not be a boring day for me today. I dont wanna stay home and think of the pass. Missing you and bla bla bla. I have to move on. Please give me the strength god. i just wish i could turn back time and not knowing you, really. Whatever la.

Anyways, this sat would be my audition for Fengshan Starz. Audition starts at 3pm. I dont know how im gonna make it from my workplace. Sure late. I dont think if i ask for leave it would be approve. People will say, "you just join want to take leave". HAIYAH, i expect this thing already la. I just want to prepare myself and not be rush. ARGH!!! Working there is fun but i hate the idea of teamwork there. Dont get me wrong, i love teamwork but if we can click is good but if we cant, very difficult. People will blame each other, pin point at othere. HAIYAH, i hate that kind of thing. And i just want to stay stress-free. So far so good lah but still flaws somewhere. Whatever la!

Before i forget, i wanna wish my MAK ESAH @ NAOMI CAMPBELL a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! Miss you, miss you!!!!! May all your dreams come true. Stay happy, wealthy and healthy!
Kawin jemput ok!

18 April 2008 - Thanks, Many Thanks

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18 April 2008 - Thanks, Many Thanks

Thanks for hurting me, thanks for being a big jerk, thanks for the memories, thanks for the nightmare. Thanks for being an a**hole, thanks for ruining my spirit, thanks for loving me, thanks for making me your number 1, thanks for all those sacrifices and lastly BIG THANKS for leaving me. Appreciate it a lot. Anyway its you who wants me in the first place, NOT me.
Rest in peace mister!

Thanks Kendron for consoling me, god knows how many times. You make me feel a lot better. Thanks to Isham for the shocking hurt words. Such instant! Shocking sms from you, really but i really thank you for the advise, really. Although you are wrong at some parts. But its ok, i grow up instantly too.

THANKSSSSS

13 April 2008 - Sorry For The Typo

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13 April 2008 - Sorry For The Typo

I received a lot of same complaint about my blog. The complaint i get was with my typo error. After reading back some of my posts, i laughed at myself actually.

I'm sorry about it. I just dont do proof-reading and drafting. Whatever came out in my mind i just type in and click PUBLISH/POST. So if any of you dont understand, kindly quote me the sentence and i'll be happy to correct and explain it to you.

Once again, Thank You.

Ritz Rizelle Ricardo

12 April 2008 - Last NS Pay

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12 April 2008 - Last NS Pay

This date is the last pay date for us, the 123rd intake. Yah so less Haha. Thank god i've start working already. My work place is far but its ok, nothing is easy in life. Nice surrounding but can be stress at times. And its tiring too. Tired of talking. Hahaha and also without fail, i will feel so so sleepy everyday after work. Feel so weak. Haha. The most tiring day ever in LIFE has to be 8 April 2008. Oh my god, damn tired and sleepy. But i think i done it professionally except for some embarassing moments. The shoe and the fall! Not to mention how i struggle to change the tissue at the toilet. OMG, i so wanna cry that time. And eventually i did cry in the bus!LOL.. Celine Dion song ALL BY MYSELF suits me that time LOl.. Independent is a better word to describe it lah! LOL and seriously no flirting that day. Firstly - act professional and secondly tiring beb!

Anyway back to 12 April, i meet Isham, Kendron and Isdino. Thought its gonna be a fast meetup but end up going back at 4. Isham left us at 7 for the boxing thing and me kendron and isdino went for karaoke. And surprsingly isdino do have a good voice! Isham came later at i dont know what time and watch movie. I was feeling H***Y already, but what to do, CANNOT, hahak so i think i fall asleep la.

And the rest of the day is HISTORY :P. And sorry for any inconvenience guys. Really Sorry!

29 March 2008 - Top 5

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29 March 2008 - Top 5

HI Y'all. Feel so lazy now, my heas spins. Feel sleepy but cant sleep. Suppose to club yesterday but was tired. Energetic at 1st but yah. After eating like nobody business i feel lazy. Had Mango, Apple, Strawberry Strudel. Nice. Berry nice! I'm not rich by the way fellas :P *wink wink*

Back home at around 1am and watch movies online. I want to recommend you guys these movies and also songs. Not gonna talk about the synopsis or whatsoever. If not it'd be long winded later. FIND IT AT GOOGLE or YAHOO MOVIES!

MY RECOMMENDED MOVIES

1. THE NANNY DIARIES Starring Scarlett Johnson, Alicia Keys

2. MAD MONEY - Starring Queen Latifah, Diana Keaton

3. FORMULA 17 - Starring Tony Yang, Duncan

4. 27 DRESSES - Starring Katherine Heigl, James Marsden

5. LATTER DAYS - Starring Steve Sandvoss, Rebekah Jordan, Amber Benson, Rob McElhenney, Joseph Gordon-Levitt

MY RECOMMENDED SONGS
1. PAULA ABDUL - DANCE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW
2. MASSARI - REAL LOVE (REMIX)
3. MADONNA FEAT JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE & TIMBERLAND - 4 MINUTES
4. LEONA LEWIS - BLEEDING LOVE
5. JORDIN SPARKS & CHRIS BROWN - NO AIR

25 March 2008 - Fussy

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25 March 2008 - Fussy

2 weeks after ORD and what i do? Eat, play com, go out and sleep. OMG, i cant do this for long or i will be lazy, damn lazy. Not to mention the weight i gain, not much though, Desmond do gain weight too ok :P 1 minggu kering and i get that on Saturdary.

I think i sms a lot of person. Making a fool of myself. Smsing ISHAM, KHAI and more.. hahak maluuuu So embarassing, maybe i was being ***** and happy. 1 week kering, if you know what i mean. (Heder and Zahid would know) hahahah. I dont wanna lose that again. Anyways now, have to really start find the right job. I get 2 jobs actually. 1 at Airport and another is Hard Rock. But hard rock is 50-50. I dont wanna be in an F&B line. Try not to. But really if i cant find a job i think that would be just fine.

Im feeling stress, happy and anxious all at the same time. Stress because not working, happy because im back with...... and anxious of recieving calls for intervies. And i wont be fussy anymore, AT LEAST FOR NOW. But that wont last long i guess:).. Oh yah about the trip to KL, thailand lah whatever shit it is, sorry ZAHID, you full of words. Not advisable to plan trips with you. And YAZID Too!

14 March 2008 - ORD

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14 March 2008 - ORD

Im free at last. 2 years past so fast huh? Never expect that i;ve completed it. Wait a minute, i still have 10 cycle of reservist. Arghhh! Thanks for those who have congratulated me. And for those who've not yet and want to, please hold ur wishes until i find a job. I'm so badly in need of job. Preferably office hours. Customer Service or Admin line. Any 'lobang' please do contact me yah.

I'm so gonna miss my fellow friends. Not all though. Wish them best of luck and good wishes.

Welcome to the real world Ritz.

2 March 2008 - Happy Birthday Rasidah (Hantu)

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2 March 2008 - Happy Birthday Rasidah (Hantu)

Had a great Saturday. nice meeting you Gack, sorry for my shyness :P. Oh yah nice meeting Yus too. So kurus nak mampos lah ko. Hahah, Meet him at Karaoke, Ming Arcade.

I wanna wish Rasidah Hantu a very Happy 22nd Birthday. May all your wish came true ok. You really surprise right. We made it at no other than Tampines East CC McDonlads. Haha, What a spontaneous plan. We told her, it was a gathering for me because im completing NS coon. hahaha, really well planned. I even sit on the table and pretend to say "Thank You , Thank You". Hahha, Like your surprise and blur look. I love the musical chair game. Really feels like a kid again. Although i may lose so many times but i had fun . laugh till i 'cry'. Thanks for pushing me Philson! I was pushed once during my working days. That was Xmas gathering. It was back then 2003 or 2004. Mervyn pushed me. We are the top 2. Haha, had fun seh!!!!

Then received call from Bedah saying that Isham wants to 'yell' at karaoke. Meet them at 10pm. usual place, Ming Arcade karaoke. I though i received a typo error from Bedah. She said Rm 7. And when i was about to open the door, i see different faces i dont recognised. I look my hp msg again and yeah right Rm 7. haha. It was Isham's friend. I was tired by then and really was holding myself not to fall asleep! I really had to compliment Isham. I like his huskiness voice. Someone familiar from the evergreen years. Barry Manilow and Andy Williams kind of voice. Nice! Nice try for Anuar Zain song. You can sing lah Isham!! I will try to post Sham and Bedah rendition of song next. Gonna take time. Meanwhile, those recording company can start to contact me, We making a artist network. Whatever Ritz!

25 February 2008 - American Idol Season 7

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25 February 2008 - American Idol Season 7

The best season ever!! yeah! The most favourite season definitely, besides season (Clay Aiken, Kimberley Locke and friends). So many talented and young. Envy them! In a good way of course. No doubt, this year there are more young people age range from 16-22. I just love them all. Serious. That is like so seldom of me liking all of the top 24. But i would really love to see 1 person in the final at least. I think he will win this competition, well at least in the final. David Archuleta. Love his vocals. Especially his tone and adlips. He really deliver song it his own! Making it like a new son!! Damn great!

And As for the ladies, i really got so many favourites but i think this year, the guy will win. Think so. I wont pick any female now coz i love all of them. Well, Carly Smithson really wows me though :P

24 February 2008 - Kau Ingin Ku Miliki

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24 February 2008 - Kau Ingin Ku Miliki

A great song from Anugerah 2007 finalists Nurun Nuwarah. Her best sound ever. Forget Aliff for a moment and listen to here (Tag/Email me if you wanna hear the song)

Nurun Nuwarah - Kau Ingin Ku Miliki
Pertemuan yang tiada terduga
Kini kita saling bermesra
Masa berganti hati diubati
Mekarnya cinta mula dirasai

Semakin ingin kucuba luahkan
Engkau masih tidak mengerti
Cemburu terasa musnahlah impian
Lihat engkau terus direbuti

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

Ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku
Hati masih terus keliru
Andai kau fahami isi hatiku
Yang benar ingin memilikimu

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

Usah bandingkan sejarah lama
Kau tahu ku pernah setia
Serik ku untuk bercinta lagi
takut dirimu disakiti

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

Berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu
Namun kau masih membisu
Kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki
Kau menghancuri hati ini

24 February 2008 - Liking

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24 February 2008 - Liking

Hi peeps, how y'all? Hope youre doing fine. 2 more weeks to ORD seh. So happy but broke. Whatever lah! Anyway, wanna congrat Isdino for getting in SIA! Really proud of you. Hope it change your life. be firm ok Bro. PLEASE DO LEARN TO SAY NO. All the best for tonight. That filipin person is cute right but too bad lah, you 'in the correct path' Hehek Oops.

Congrats to Bedah and her team for winning the K Nite(Episode 6). Have i wish her in my prevous entries? Well, nevermind. You did great girl. really impress! WOW, really. You sound great that time! And the TAK TAU Guy is hot (drollssss) and so is Yin Yin, cutie. And i just hope my face wont come out later on Suria. I DONT WANT!!! Err, ok, just the FACE ONLY yah. :P (Should have prevent those things happen)

Ok heres a story. I'm like liking quite a number of people! 2 people actually.OMG, why why why? Hahaha. Yah a so call crush. I just cant help liking. Not wrong right? Hope its just infatuation. Ok gonna listen song now. Once again Congrats to Isdino and Bedah! Proud of y'all

(*when is my turn to be succesfull? Wait long long)

18 February 2008 - Ze Ziana

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18 February 2008 - Ze Ziana

My all time favourite, yeah to the max. Since Primary school. First saw her in RTM 1 during her show 'Hiburan Minggu Ini'. Somewhere in 1993! More than 10 years already! And now shes even beautiful. The pictures you are about the see is absolute stunning. So international. She looks like those mix ethnic. Someone like Jessica Alba, Jennifer Lopez and Vanessa Williams.

The photos are so international and so her look. Really seh! Taken from the February issue of GLAM Malaysia. Let the photos speak for itself! (credits to ZianaFolks)

16 February 2008 - Club Addict

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16 February 2008 - Club Addict

Another fun day. Thank God. Appreciate every single moment we have. Thats important y'all. I not gonna stress anything in my life accept $. Total stress, no doubt. Haha. Anyways spend my time in the day at home today. What i do at night? Go out!!!!! Went to tantric and taboo with Qimie. Met Naz there. 1st time meeting him after so long chatting in MSN. At last today hah.

Spinning round there, dancning all night long. I feel that the time is short. Im gonna go broke in just one week. In fact im almost broke now. Arghh, how am i gonna survive. Gonna find a job quick and fast. No money for March 2008. OMG, how seh, how???

And Qimie, never would i expect what happen, but yah so what right? *wink*. Thought of just dancing and it turn out that. "WooHoo" anyway. I feel like a bird flying... Yeah! Gonna Do this often. Gonna have my credit card too. Im such a spendrift biatch!

15 February 2008 - M.O.S

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15 February 2008 - M.O.S

The most fun night i had. OMG really. And i want to do this more. Hahaha. As usual the love of my life 'Smoove;. No other else. Hehehe. Went with Afiq Z, Yazid and Hasbullah. Never in life imagine going club with them. Better than PLAY. At least for now. hehe.

Really do enjoying myself. I dont care whoever around me anymore. Dance all night long. And when Yazid told me what i did yesterday, i was like really are you sure? I dont remember at all. But i do remember i did something which is not right and i know it. Hehehe, i cant say here pal. You might not even know i did that to you! LOL!!!! Yeah!!!!

Afiq pick us up and we had dinner at Simpang Bedok. Time was around 10.30pm. I had Beef Kway Teow and Ice Tea. Then went to Afiq house coz he wants to change his clothes and shoe. And proceed to MOS. My bladder has reached the top level and will shoot anytime soon. I just keep on dancing in the car. Finding toilet was the most irritating one. Me and Hasbullah went like around the circle. And at last found it. And Has, i dont need that comment. My tide is like a flowing river non-stop. LOL. hahak. And so after that we enter M.O.S. Apparently we did stay at house/pure and thank god Me and Afiq feel bored and urge Yazid to Smoove. Dance Dance and Dance. I will remember what i did this day. Happy lah Seh!

10 February 2008 - 27 Dresses

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10 February 2008 - 27 Dresses

Arghh, tiring day but not feeling shitty. A great sign to start a day although without proper sleep. Thought of getting fast nap but cant. Busy finding what to wear and doing some laundry. Meet Suzana and her sis at 4.30pm. I was at CityHall MRT and hour early. That was the time suggested by her. Hehe, anyway went to Donut Factory at Suntec City. Her sis wanna get her donuts. Arghh ,my leg was hurting that time, errr i mean my index toe. Painful.
Oh yah next Monday will be Suzana recording for Suria K-Nite. All the best! I hope you win yah! I dont know if i can support her that day. Leave again? alamak habislah leave aku.. LOL

Took taxi and made our way to Cathay Cineplex. Isham is waiting :p. Bought tix for '27 Dresses' at 08:50pm. Had my lunch cum dinner at Long John and i barely finished it. I'm gaining weight but still dont feel like im eating a lot. Somethings wrong Ritz!
Do some 'surveying shopping' and i've already planned some shirts to buy.
Went to Taka and Heeren. And About these 2 places, i've been followed by my friendster cum MSN person who i've not meet, Fadzeel. He smsed me asking what i was doing that time is true?. Its all true man...Kinda creepy! But i feel so WOW, i've got a so call stalker. Err a better word to say, Fans!! LOL. And he said he saw me but i never even see him at all. How on earth in 2 different places where its quite close and i cant even see him. Where are my 2 eyes? I was busying 'Washing eye' but never see him. Hmm something wrong right?

ok and so went back to Cathay and watched the movie. GREAT, 2 thumbs up. I really feel the emotions. Angry frustrated and stress. i dont wanna be her!

9 February 2008 - Play Come On DJ Play That Song

2008-02-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

9 February 2008 - Play Come On DJ Play That Song

Supposingly to be a boring day for me, i suppose. NO! I had a great time and an eerie one too. Hahaha. Late afternoon, went to Mak Chu's new house and also Paman Aziz house. Took something and send it to Mak Chu's. Damn tired carrying those heavy stuffs. But still, ACT STRONG! Lol..

11pm, And the fun begins. Meet Amir and Qimie. 2 new friends which i dont know how i can be so comfortable being with knowing that its my 1st time meeting them. Had a great time clubbing. Haha Amir always say we are the Sugababes. Inside my heart i was saying NO, Destinys Child is better bitch! hahah and i was hoping more Beyonce songs to be played but F*****, Amirs song is the most(Rihanna) and Qimie's too(Nelly Furtado). Beyonce only 2 songs. Ring the Alarm and Green Light. Arghh, But still i had great fun! We dance like god knows how. "Amir step tk joget aja! Lagu Rihanna keluar terus menggeletis macam sundal". Oops sorry dont mind my language. I, as usual dance to whatever came out, and so was Qimie. He dance quite hot! Ok "jangan kembang hah". Met one of Friendster friend there. Yah, expected to bump into Gack! And turn out he was there. Heehee.

We left at around 4am and proceed to RAW(If you know what i mean). Qimie is really a big sweet talker. Knows how to persuade. I insist in not going there but somehow he made me. And actually i kinda love the time there. Funny is the best word. His intenion was to sleep there waiting for the 1st bus. Damned, what are you thinking Qimie? but trust me, we had so much fun exploring the place. Not to mention the eerie feeling. We had definitely the worst sleeping time and place ever. Really! Shitty place!!! I only had 2 hours of sleep but still feel alive! And later in the afternoon(10 Feb), will be meeting Suzana and Sham for movie! At least for now im practicing to be hectic busy/not having enough sleep if i am a celebrity one day. BLUEK, dream one Ritz!

Nice knowing you Amir and Qimie. Oh, yah Qimie, do upload the photo. Im so liking it!

8 February 2008 - Boring Holiday

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8 February 2008 - Boring Holiday

This is my first time feel bored during a holiday. Haha, Yeah, maybe because i've got no movie to watch and also mosts of the shops are closed. And i dont know what website to surf. Haha, i think i stare on the pc monitor more today. Lol, anyway im luckty enough as i find bulletin in friendster. What is bulletin for? B right to post bulletin but people keep doing surveys, chains and questionaire. And guess what i dont wanna left out so im doing it, but here, not in friendster.

1. The 2's
Terrible Twos
If you opened it, you have to do it.

Two names you go by:
1. Rizal
2. Ritz

Two songs you love listening to at the
moment:
1. Aishah - Kasihnya Balqis
2. Mary J Blige - Just Fine

Two things you are wearing right now:
1. Black T
2. Shorts

Two things you want in a relationship:
1. Endless Love
2. Mutual understanding

Two of your favorite things to do:
1. Sing
2. hanging out with friends

Two things you want very badly at the
moment:
1. Perfect vocal
2. Great people

Two pets you had/have:
1. Turtle
2. Fish

Two things you did last night:
1. Meet Hiro
2. Play computer

Two things you ate today:
1. Chicken
2. Oranges

Two people you last talked to:
1. Hiro
2. My Sis

Two things you'll be doing tomorrow:
1. Stay Home
2. And stay home

Two places you want to go:
1. Dubai
2. UK

Two favorite beverages:
1. Coca Cola
2. Lime Tea

Two favorite channels:
1. Suria
2. channel 5

Two favorite foods:
1. Chicken
2. Too many i'm getting hungry

Two things you want to do before you
die:
1. Repented
2. Be love and to love

2. 40 Thing About Me
Be honest no matter what.

[One] Who was your last text from?
- Fadzeel

[Two] Where was your default picture
taken?
- Carls Junior at Vivo

[Three] What's your middle name?
- I don't have middle name

[Four] Your current relationship
status?
- Single and Available. Applications open. Email me aite - :P

[Five] Does your crush(es) like you
back?
- Yes

[Six] What is your current mood?
- So so

[Seven] What's your dads name?
- Abdul Karim

[Eight] What color shirt are you
wearing?
- black

[Nine] What was the last thing you
drank?
- Lime Te

[Ten] If you could go back in time and
change something, would you?
- yes, many things to mention

[Eleven] Last concert you went to?
- christina aguilera in singapore

[Twelve] Ever had a near death
experience?
- no

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
- sing sing, play computer and eat. Yeah

[Fourteen] Angry at anyone?
- yes that idoit jerk

[Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody
right now?
- yes...but..

[Sixteen] Name someone with the same
birthday as you?
- Worlds Children Day. yeah realy, im not bluffing!

[Seventeen] When was the last time you
cried?
- days or weeks ago. Cant remember

[Eighteen] Who would you do anything
for?
- my family and my friends

[Nineteen] Who is your idol?
- Many! My Mum, Beyonce Knowles, Ziana Zain, Jaclyn Victor, Whitney Houston, Sandra Bullock and the lists goes on - :P

[Twenty] What's the first thing you
notice about the opposite sex?
- body

[Twenty-one] What do you usually order
from starbucks?
- Caremel ice!

[Twenty-three] Where is your ex?
-singapore!

[Twenty-four] Favorite christmas movie?
- polar express and home alone 1&2

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
- yeahhh...but seldom now

[Twenty-six] What are you eating or
drinking at the moment?
- none, just had dinner

[Twenty-seven] Say something nice about
the person who posted this before you.
- know him/her from friendster i suppose

[Twenty-eight] Whats your favorite
smell?
- elizabeth arden, swiss army

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life in
one word
- unpredictable

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed in the
rain?
- nope but would love to

[Thirty-one] Do You Like The Rain?
- yeah

[Thirty-two] What are you thinking
about right now?
- sleeping and how to spent time tomorrow! Gonna be a boring one

[Thirty-three] What should you be
doing?
- sleeping

[Thirty-four] What's your biggest fear?
- seriously many eerie one.

[Thirty-five] If you could have any job
what would it be?
- singer/celebrity!!!

[Thirty-six] Which of your friends
treats you the best?
- all of them

[Thirty-seven] Which of your friends do
you wish treated you better?
- i can't ask for more, they're the
best!!

[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair
color?
- black

[Forty] Who was the last person to make
you smile?
- Errr Hiro

3. In The Past 24 Hours Question

1. Talk to a cute boy/girl?
` havent

3. Talked to an ex?
` month ago

4. Miss someone?
` kinda

-Last Person Who-

5. Laid in bed with you?
` hiro :P

6. Last person made you cry?
` the idiot jerk

7. Went to the movies with ?
` cant remember. so long since i watch one

8. Went to the mall with?
` errr heder?

10. Made you laugh?
` my family

11. Said they love you?
` errr

18. What are you most scared of?
` ALLAH

21. Does anyone like you?
` i suppose so. do you? :P

22. Do you like being around people?
` depends on who im with :P

23. Have you cried recently?
` yep.

24. Are you lonely right now?
` not really.

25. Song stuck in your head?
` mary j blige - just fine

26. Have you been on radio/tv?
` both Yeah! lol

28. Ever liked someone who treated you
like crap?
` kind of.

31. What time is it?
` now? 1.34 am

32. How much cash do you have on you
right now?
` err $1? LOL

33. Whats your favorite food?
` chicken

35. Who got you to join Myspace?
` no one.. i search for it

36. Can you lay in your bed all day?
` yea why not

37. Wish someone was next to you in the
morning when you wake up?
` yeah...of course

38. What web site do you visit the
most?
` friendster, blogspot

39. Do you have any plants in your
room?
` no

41. Who was the last person to talk to
you:
` my sis, adilah

7 February 2008 - Happy Chinese New Year

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7 February 2008 - Happy Chinese New Year

The year of the rat for Chinese. And it reminds me of the news i saw few days back where Thai people eat RATS. No comment though. Hahaha

I want to wish all Chinese a Happy Chinese New Year. May you have a prosperous and a great year ahead.

This Sunday suppose to go for visiting, plan by Zafirah but i'm not sure yet whats the real plan. Ok, im being truthful, I want Oranges and Ang Pao!!! LOL

6 February 2008 - Asian Female Vocalists

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6 February 2008 - Asian Female Vocalists

Its time for me to update my lists of female vocalist. Lets not go far. We do Asian version of best vocalist. And i bet ya, some of these names that i'm about to mention do make the cut internationally if given the chance and luck. Alright as usual, in favourite order!

1. JACLYN VICTOR
I've fall in love with her. NEVER EVER fail to give her best. Technically shes the best vocalist. Even better than some of international stars. She just need to concentrate on her emotions. She lack that during her performance. Shes more focus on her vocal range, acrobats and ad-lips. I really hope she would feel the song she sing. That would complete the whole package. Shes damn hot! Especially the way she dress and walk out of the stage! Confidence is her key! I cant wait to see her. One day i will! (ps: NAZ, please please please let me meet her! At least once.. hehehe PLEASE)

2. ZIANA ZAIN
My all-time favourite. Love her to the max although shes not as best now. Awww i dont wanna talk bad about her but im not like those fans who would always back her up even when she sings badly. I hate those kinds of fans who DONT and WONT admit that Ziana Zain is not her best now. I wish i have the courage to say that to them. Thats the problem with Ziana Zain fans. Always think highly about her when actually her singing sucks a bit now. But nevertheless i love her fashion. She NEVER FAILS to dress stunningly. If only shes an actress and not a singer i would already call her DIVA ALL TIME. I just hope she would brush up her vocals. At least do a song that is not as high vocal range as last time. It would help i think.

3. EKA MAIRINA
Love her style! Even more elegant and stylish after being pregnant. Vocally great. I just feel that shes determined in whatever she do. Never slacks. Very lively during shows. Her vocal is great man, and she can actually do whistle! Her bad point are, i think her end notes. She would and a note with a tone that i dont know what it called. Makes me uncomfortable to hear. But her range is WOW and not to mention her vibrato. Shes the only local singer that i want to duet with. Full of emotions. I just hope she would continue singing and do her best or maybe one day represent singapore in a singing competition.

4. AISHAH
Another all time favourite. You can call her fat as %*&%* but vocally, shes great ALL TIME!! Despite her age, i think shes one of the singers that really maintains her vocal and still do songs within her vocal range. She may not be dancing as actively as last time but i think shes great. A legend!

5. A-Mei
I dont really know her song but damn, for a chinese Shes great. Sorry, i dont mean to be racist but i think chinese singer dont have the big range. Im not saying they cant sing, but yah you know what i mean. Shes great. May not be pretty but definitely can sing well. I was wowed by her vocal during a tv talk show. I think she sing a tradiotional chinese song. Her vocal gymnastics/acrobates is great! Top notch, in pitch! I just hope i understand what her song means. (PS: Kendron, do call me yah and translate her song for me)

2 March 2008 - Happy Advance Birthday Rasidah

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2 March 2008 - Happy Advance Birthday Rasidah

Had a great Saturday night. :) Nice meeting you Gack. Shy lah. Oh yah nice meeting you too Yus. Kurus lah ko. Meet him at karaoke on Sunday.

Spend my time mostly outdoor on Sunday. That is so seldom. Coz im lazy but here i am. As expected, not going for work today. Take leave lah. Ok i wanna take this opportunity to wish RASIDAH (Hantu) a very Happy 22nd Birthday. Suppose to be on 4 March 2008 but we make it in advance for her on 2 March 2008, which is on the Sunday. Hope you like the cake. Dont mind the spelling error. Blame Esther for it. Who ask you quit school. HANTU also cannot spell. It becomes HUNTU. haha funny.

Celebrate it at TECC McDonalds. I love being kids again playing the musical chair. So what if i lose everytime. Hahaha, once was with Mervyn during Xmas day i think. Top 2 spot. And then this time, Philson push me. Yah keep getting pushed. haha, i should push others next time. I laugh till tears came. Stomach cramp, not to mention the dry cough i have for these few days. Arghh.

Then made my way to Orchard, Ming Arcade for Karaoke with Sham, Bedah and her sis. I thought i was in the wrong room seh, see people who i dont know. I though i was early too but salah leh! Just nice lah 10pm. Oh once again Happy Birthday to Rasidah (Hantu). Dont stress about guy ok. Make the right choice. Nice necklace from him though.

28 January 2008 - Late Late Late

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28 January 2008 - Late Late Late

From today onwards, i start work from 8.30am - 5.30pm. We are the only 2 SCs that have that working ours. I and Afiq Z. hahaha i know the reason why we were 'thrown' there. People sure know! hahak. LATE!! hahaha I'm really calling myslef to stay at 'Devil's Bar'. Haha Hopefully not, if you know what i mean - DB lah!!! Ok i wanna try not to be late again. Haha, guess what, change shift also still late! Thats my big weakness all time, big time! LATE LATE LATE.

And today is my official out from FSO Store. yeah, thanks man. Malik's turn now. Hehehe. At last i'm free hunny. So gonna plan for my ord leave and clear MCs too. OoOps i mean Annual Leave. Hehehe

27 January 2008 - Food Food Food

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27 January 2008 - Food Food Food

Accompany my friends to the SIA cabin crew interview at Sheraton Hotel. There were 6 of us but only 2 went for the job interview, Isdino and Alex. Oh yah Alex definitely reminds me of Desmond. His hair and his character. The way he walks and act looks a bit similar., in some ways. But Alex much more shorter la. So anyway back to the topic, i like yazid's turnout that day and also alex but isdino's pant looks a bit loose to me. But love his long sleeve only that it looks just a little bit tight. I would really want isdino to get in. He has the type that i think would fit as an air steward, not t mention is height. The only flaws is his weight. Too skeletony. Ok, gonna zip my mouth and not mention that to him.

Alex get to the 2nd interview though, Kendron had left earlier and so I, yazid and heder left soon after that. We went to taka and had lunch. OMG, i really love the indonesian food there. Located somewhere at the basement of taka. I ate plain rice with mutton rendang, Sesame Chicken and Barbeque chicken. It costs me $6. A lil bit expensive but i wont mind going there again. So many side dishes. MEAT especially. God, im hungry while typing this. After window shopping, which really burns my leg. TIME TO GO HOME .

On the way back with Heder, i saw something that really wanna make me shout. Really. And i grab heder so hard., not that hard but realy excites me. HADY MIRZA on Manja Magazine cover (February 2008 issue). The cover is damn hot. Cant explain in words. You bet i get it! Oh yah, I stopped by NTUC and bought Plain Flour and butter. I shortgae this 2 items. I'm making APPLE CRUMBLE. Im not boasting but i love it. Lol, the only problem is the apple filling. Its soft and kinda soggy coz i stew it. Ok will not do that next time. Yeah and i've Fullfilled my temptation!

22 January 2008 - Crazy

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22 January 2008 - Crazy

Today is an emotional evening for me. Really, And dramatic too. I admit ok.. :)
Walking on my way back home and I bump into the bike. And omg, never imagined to see it. And it happens that the bestfriend stay beside my block. Just beside! And my reaction is so idiotic. I RAN to dont know where and walk far. I turn 1 round to reach home. I just dont want to see that! Then when reach home, i feel so uneasy and miserable! I keep looking at the window every minute. And damn, at last he appeared. I saw his head direction trying to look at my kitchen window. I was damn shock if he was to see me and omg i knock my head on the wall! I dont think he saw though. And after that, i straight away had a breakdown! Really, emotional and depress. I dont really know why the reactions.

I wish to lean on someone or talk to. And i just have Kendron in mind. And Isham.. but i sms Kendron at last. I dont call him. Given the state im in. I dont wanna him hear me with my emotional voice. That would be embarassing. So we just sms and Kendron did called me when i was asleep. Why do i feel this. I dont want to. It sucks big time. And obviously im avoiding to see advertistments in Channel 5, 8 and U. And never would i see TVMobile. Never, at least not for now.. Coz Tv mobile had a lot of that S-Pop commercial. Arghh. I just hope for the best. :(

20 January 2008 - Sinaran Hati

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20 January 2008 - Sinaran Hati

Dont look like a fund-rasing so. More of concert and medley. Love the collaboration of Anugerahs winner. So diva! Love Eka Mairina part. omg! Very queen!

The best female that night.

Most of the performance are great! All in fact, except for 1 - Hyrul Anuar. I feel happy as soon as the music for the song 'Terasing' start, but as soon as he open his mouth, damn.. Horrible, really, sorry!

'Terasing' - The messy version. His worst performance to date. I think. Sorry.

Aliff is not bad too, actually liking him more now. Forget the B.O, hes got big talent. He is the only Anugerah winner that i think got songs from famous malaysia composers!

His rendition of Seroja. Great vocal, minus the 'big asthma breathe'

Feel happy for Elfee, at last, his debut album and sure more shows for him. Aww miss the rehearsals and meetings. Hahaha, 'Elfee selenger' lol.. hahaha. Great man! And i want Norfasarie boa! Haha,

Great Collaboration! The Rocker and Classic.

Anyway i hope the fund will be use wisely. Hopefully

19 January 2008 - New, New, New

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19 January 2008 - New, New, New

My 1st post for this year. Oh yah ive gotten BEYONCE KNOWLES EXPERIENCE LIVE DVD!!! Its totally great. Although Celine is NO.1 female singer in the world but so what, im pleased with BEYONCE!! And my aim for this year is to find the perfect job that i love doing. Eg. Administration, Customer Service and Sales. And not forgetting finding the REAL one, i mean a really really real companion :P. I've had so many psychotic, irritating, pathetic, sex-maniac people in my MSN now. Blame my hands for promoting my email address. I dont know if i had to be nice, firm, straight forward or sarcastic. I always wanna please people, but at the end i'm the one feeling bad/uncomfortable.

I feel so retro now. I wanna turn back time. Be in School, Be in HTA with fellow NS mates, Be in LLC with the night duty staff and also be in Mcdonalds. The job i only had and hated the stress. I love the fellow colleagues though. A lot!!! Oh yah, Ling Ling sms me just now and call me to come back to mcdonalds. I would love too but i want to find a job with good pay. But i really miss them though!
The last person i met was Lydia. Miss Kak Bedah a lot!!!!!! Never get to see her everytime i visit Mac! And all the aunties too! Miss gossiping about people! We love that most! haha, And the best argue was with Aishah and Zafirah. We would argue and gossip endlessly. Going out with Zulaiha and Rasidah also makes me happy. We ate a lot of things not caring how full our stomach were. No wonder i gain weight that time. LOL. Awww i really miss them ALL. Not forgetting the names ive not mention. Get to see different sorts of humans.. Awwww i miss the time. Im getting emotional now!!

Haha i kinda remember how people dislike me at 1st. They call me arrogant, unfriendly, gay and bla bla bla but at the end the one who gives that bad 1st impression thinks otherwise now. I get that ALL the time! In MAC, NS life and everywhere. But end up they are the one who can get along with me. And vice-versa. I had a bad 1st impression too of Heder(NS), Fadzly(NS), Zafirah(Mac), Isham(NS), Rosly and Aishah(Mac) but then now we can get along finely well, in fact some of them even get closer to me!

*ps:Forgive the past and heed the future. Lets hope i dont bump into S-POP commercial again. I dont want to get tense and emotional again! Argh.

21 December 2007 - Blogging Helps When You Feel Down

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21 December 2007 - Blogging Helps When You Feel Down

I hate when this happen. "When You Love Him, He Becomes Unattracted To You" I quote this from Whitneys and Deborahs hits "Same Script Different Cast". Great Song but it feels sucks when it happens/relates to me somehow. Not all lah.
Who wants breakup right?? The healing process and bla bla bla. I tend to look on the positive side but when if it suddenly pops out SNAP, you gonna feel it. I need a shoulder to lean on and of course counselling. I dont like keeping things to myself nor telling people. My ways are simple, i BLOG.

Anyways, i have to look up high cause i'm not the one who makes the move. Dignity man! If the change is not what i like, i dont think the sacrifices worth. I sacrificed a lot! What you want me to be but i dont like, i followed. What you want me to do which i dont feel comfortable, i obeyed. You never asked if i had dinner, but able to buy her food. Thats fine. Sometimes i feel like a statue, you talking chinese and im like trying my best to fit in. I tried to make myself comfortable. You know, i'm an attention seeker. Its not good, yah i know. But a little understanding would help. You may not notice this. And thanks for hurting. Thanks for everything. Theres a lot to talk but i dont find it appropriate here.
Ok im gonna eat my KUACI!!!! ARGHHH

16 December 2007 - 1st Asian Idol, HADY MIRZA

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16 December 2007 - 1st Asian Idol, HADY MIRZA

Never expect this at all! Never!! Haha. I was stunned and laughed out loud upon hearing his name as the 1st Asian Idol winner. I was routing for Jac (Malaysia). But seriously, shes not her best that night. Oh god, Naz gonna kill me for this. Lol! Don't tell Jac ok! Send my regards to her! Hopefully shes well now! Not that i dont like Hady or what, I like him a lot, Yes you heard me! A LOT!! Its just that im shocked! Real shock! But he deserves it one way or other.

To think back, he really deserve the winning. He appeals to the audience. Sincere in his performance and never treats it as competition. He did it like it was a show. OMG!!!! Im really happy for minorities like us, being malay and etc. I cried, shout, laugh. Haha. His news were covered in all papers in Singapore. Straits time cover him 2 days! OMG! Ok as usual, let me give my comments on all the idols. IN FAVOURITE ORDER:

JACLYN VICTOR (MALAYSIA)

Shes got the pipe! Great vocal gymnastics and ad-lip. But too much of vocal gymnasts sometimes makes a song messy. She focuses more on vocal rather than the meaning of the song. Thats her weakness i think. She dont put the song in her shoes. Should pay attention on the lyrics and meaning of song. But i still love her anyway. Obviously my pick. And i dare to say that shes vocally better than some other Idols in America, Europe etc. Not forgetting her image. Improve a lot! Getting prettier and elegant everytime. Besides Hady, i think shes the only one who got the package. Looks, Voice and Stage Presence!!!

HADY MIRZA (SINGAPORE)

He got the overall package! Looks, appeal, stage presence, works the crowd and fairly good voice. That what makes and idol. Not just vocal!! But other aspects has to be consider too! Its important in the entertainment biz! I love him during his Singapore Idol time. The thing that make me impress is his humbleness. He goes with the flow, have fun in his performance and doesnt stress himself like other contestants.
GO HADY, GO HADY, GO HADY

MIKE MOHEDE (INDONESIA)

He impressed me with his rendition of 'I Believe I Can Fly'. Nothing much to say about him. Hes cute and humble. Reminds me of velvet teddybear ruben! Definitely has a wide range of vocal. But thats the thing. Doesnt impress me much.

MAU MARCELO (PHILLIPINES)

She the only one that i think really want this Asian Idol thing badly. Just look at the clips of her saying "I want to be The Asian Idol". She has the attitude of DIVA but sadly too over confident. To compare her with Regine, Sharice, Rachael or Vina, shes definitely the last. I dont really thing she has the voice. Dont get me wrong, she can sing but not as good as other Pinoys. Sorry!

PHUONG VY (VIETNAM)

She impressed me with her looks and also her english song. Bad choice but i think shes improving a lot! I actually thing that she is better than Mau(Phillipine) in a way. She got the range but her tone is kinda old-fashioned. She has the looks and definitely with more practices and changes in vocal styles, she can make it big in asia! I love to look at her. Her dressing and hair really makes me go WOW!

ABHIJEET SAWANT (INDIA)

He did well in Hindi songs, and i like it. But his english song is not bad too. Diction is good but i think he is just straight singing. No feel but he is special. I like his tone actually.

24 November 2007 - New Collection

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24 November 2007 - New Collection

Hey hey, my off day today, and i woke up early. Haha, have been waking up early for these 3days of my leave. Anyway, i'm updating my collection of NEW albums and songs. Yah! And i guess these threes are my favourite for now!

Don't laugh, yah im into Britney new album 'Blackout'. I thought it is kind of sexy groove and also the flirty tune and voice. I bet she can't sing but who cares i love the song and tune anyway. But their standard of cover album sucks man. Yeah for US standard, that kind of cover really boost her down. Anyway, My most favourite has to be track 4 'Break The Ice' and follow by 'Gimme More' and the lists goes on...

1. Gimme More

2. Piece Of Me

3. Radar

4. Break The Ice
5. Heaven On Earth

6. Get Naked (I Got A Plan)

7. Freakshow

8. Toy Soldier

9. Hot As Ice

10. Ooh Ooh Baby

11. Perfect Lover

12. Why Should I Be Sad

Alicia Keys 'As I Am'. I'm in love with track 1 'As I Am'. Its an intro actually, you you guys know it has to be short. My most favourite of course track 4 'No One'. Track 3, Superwoman is equally great. But vocally i think shes struggling with the song 'No One'. Like choking, kind of asthmatic feel. Love her anyways.

Celine Dion's new english album after almost 4 years! Titled 'Taking Chances' which is also on track 1 of this album. She is, i think the only and real DIVA!! Shes great ALL-TIME, EVERY TIME. Very consistent and NEVER fails to impress. But yah, the problem is i'm not into her.. haha dont know why. Anyway, Yeah love this album. Sounds FRESH!! Love the pose and harido man!! My favourite has to be track 3 'Eyes On Me' Sounds like middle-east music. Great! And the background vocal happens to be one of my many favourite vocals, Delta Goodrem. Imagine that.. haha..And not forgetting my favourite track 2, cover version of 'Alone'!!!

18 November 2007 - Elizabeth Arden Perfume

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18 November 2007 - Elizabeth Arden Perfume

Forget CK, Paris Hilton or DavidOff. My favourite now has to be Elizabeth Arden. So into it. Gonna make it into one of my perfume collection!!! OMG.. These two is the one i've tested. And both smells great. Gonna test the rest later!!

ELIZABETH ARDEN MEDITERRANEAN

The Fragrance
A modern expression of sparkling radiance. Sensual florals combine with creamy woods to reflect the whispering waters and rich textures of the Mediterranean.

Sparkling Radiance
Peach Nectar Sorbet, Sicilian Mandarin, Damask PlumA sunkissed blend of sweet Peach Nectar Sorbet and succulent Sicilian Mandarin creates a delicious sparkle and juicy vibrancy that captivates the senses. Damask Plum brings a gentle yet captivating twist.

Unforgettable Bloom
Radiant Wisteria, Star Magnolia, Madagascar OrchidThe fragrance unfolds with feminine, effervescent notes of Radiant Wisteria, Star Magnolia and Madagascar Orchid which releases a captivating bouquet into the air.

Lasting Impression
The allure lingers as addictive Sandalwood, Blonde Woods and Fluid Skin Musk wrap you in a creamy warmth. A soft whisper of Golden Amber completes this unforgettable fragrance.

ELIZABETH ARDEN 5TH AVENUE

5TH AVENUE . A sparkling, sheer floral with subtle warmth and richness. A contemporary American classic.

Top Notes: Lilac, Linden Blossom, Dewy Magnolia, Muguet, Exotic Mandarin and Bergamot

Middle Notes: Rare Rose Bulgarian, Violet, Ylang-Ylang, Jasmine, Indian Tuberose, Peach, Clove, and Nutmeg

Base Notes: Amber, Tibetan Musk, Sandalwood, Iris, and Vanilla

17 November 2007 - Cat

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17 November 2007 - Cat

I was about to blog about irfans' birthday party but the cat thing came out in mind.Just to let you all know, i'm scared of cats and im sensitively dont need any comments whenever i reacted to it! I know its kind of shameful thing for a MALE ADULT to be scared of cats but blame my childhood for being so phobia to it. I have to act brave but i can't uphold it if its too near me. Im already embarassed by my act and i dont need to be more embarassed by peoples comments. I get that a lot. I tried to overcome it and be brave but i just can't. So, for those who dont know, i'm telling you now. Dont say things like "Alamak, you so big but cat also scared ah" or "See even kids not scared of cat" or any other word that relate to it. I feel so low and damn embarassed about it! REALLY, i dont know where to put my face. Oh yah, I'm tick of with this lady. Feel so embarassed, angry, wanna shout, cry and slap hear all at one time. I don't blame her at all lah. But i dont like it, can't take it. FYI, i'm not scared of cats only. I'm scared of LIVING THINGS with fur, feathers and hair. But I dont mind that hair underneath there though. Hahahahak

11 November 2007 - Happy 21st Birthday Kendron

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11 November 2007 - Happy 21st Birthday Kendron

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENDRON
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!

Get to find out Kendron's real Birthdate at last. Now i understand why he doesnt admit his birthdate. Kinda stupid excuse Kendron. Lolx. Anyway we celebrate at Sentosa with Kendron, Me, Isham and Isdino. Sometimes less is more. I dont know what to get for him as i dont know what he like. So i decide to be frank and ask him. Lolx. Our day at Sentosa was a great one. I really feel happy for him as he said its his best birthday to date. Animal Shows, Rides, Shows and Photo-Taking. Great isnt it? I love this kind of thing but trekking no way, i hardly steps on grass. And dont like it. I dont know what to write actually. My mind goes blank nowadays. I cant put words into sentence anymore i think. Hahaha. Pass my engklish language though. Ok So we had fun, Clowing around, photo-taking, 'eye-washing' for me and oh yah they get down the beach. Hahaha. Isdino Isdino, so funny and i never see him so coward before. OMG, lol.. Heder you can have him if you want. OOps.. Sensored. And Isham as usual the act confident. Also scared, hahaha i wanna laugh but cannot lah... Diva must maintain. Kendron is as cibai as we know. Oops mind my language. Witty and daring. I love the skyride most and the so call go cart. Thats the best part i enjoy. WooooHoo.. And the musical show is great too. Oscar & Co is cute!!! The fish is cute.. OMG!!!! Love the fish toy. But the spray of beach water pissed me off! Arggh
I was hungry by then and we had dinner at Carls Jr. Love the burger. Thanks to Kendron! Then headed to Plaza Sing, suppose to meet Weili they all i think but i think miscommunication. But anyway before heading back home we chilled at McCafe. Had my usual Frappe Caramel Ice Blend! And OMG miss apple crumble. McCafe apple crumble sucks big time man! try it once. Bluek!

Ok Kendron Once again, Happy 21st Birthday. May you had a wonderful 21 years old filled with joy and health!!
(p.s: 9 more Days. :P)

24 October 2007 - Diva Unleashed

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24 October 2007 - Diva Unleashed

I'm So so excited about todays blog.. Yeah.. DIVA!!! Yeah! I mean yah who really knows the meaning of it. No specific meaning. Depends on how you look/intepret at it. But for me i always look diva as in someone who has the voice and expression in singing. Not forgetting how he/she carries themself on stage and with audience. The Wow factor! Clothing, body language, face expression, tonation of voice and most important is the overall presentation! Thats what DIVA mean to me. Usually SINGERS! I mean the black singers.. hehe

Ok lets talk about my top 5 DIVA. They maybe underated but i love them regardless what you guys thing!

1. DEBORAH COX

People may not know that i like her a lot. More than Whitney Houston. I think shes the most underated diva of all. Pity her. Shes similar to Jaclyn Victor! Great during live performances! Never fail to wow me. She give me the 'hair stand'. Favourite vocal has to be 'Play Your Part', 'Nobody Supposed To Be Here' and 'Hurt So Much'. These three songs really a powerfull R&B Ballad. Never bore me!

2. WHITNEY HOUSTON

The On and Off Diva! Had her bad concerts/shows too especially during late 2000s. had an excellence stage presence and very humourous DIVA! She has her bad time. Crack her voice many times during live performances but still stay as a clever singer. Knows how to 'play cheat' in singing which i think is wise - Falsetto and changing keys/ad-lips. Shes well known for ad-lips if she happens to forgots the lyric! Wise of her. Thats what makes me diva. People may not notice it. Favourite Vocal all time is 'I Have Nothing'

3. BEYONCE KNOWLES

Nothing bad i can say about her. Same goes for her. Great during live but something just bother me. I dont really think she did real live performance. I just feel that she records it before hand and then plays it live. But neverless love her loads. Her clothing, dance steps, body language, eye contact and lots more. I would actually rank her 1st but she lacks something which have not wowed me. Not the time yet. Shes da bomb but have to be extra careful at stage. Tendency to fall!! many times!!! Favourite vocal all time is 'Dangerously In Love' and 'Listen'.

4. TAMIA

DIVA & DRAMA. But again, underrated. Awww..Her songs is like dramatic. There is story in evey of her song. Love it! Have been listening to her everyday now! Her only problem is she tends to go off key during live performances but her Acapella is great. Wow!!! 'Stranger In My House' and 'Me' is the most favourite. Very drama! I really love her tone colour. Very caramel. has a sexy lips. Better than Beyonce i suppose.. And hell yeah, shes humble, from what i see in her interviews. Watch out for her in youtube!!!!

5. KIMBERLEY LOCKE

Love her at 1st sight during American Idol. Has a very husky voice. And her album is great especially the 1st one. I love all of her songs not forgetting her live performances. "Before" is my most favourite. Oh yah she slims down a lot!!! But unfortunately her second album bore me! Really!

21 October 2007 - Tamia, Tamia

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21 October 2007 - Tamia, Tamia

Before i start, wanna wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. Sorry for the late blogging. Lazy to blog!

Anyway, many things happen this few weeks. Like duh! Ok but theres 1 particular thing i wanna brag about. It's TAMIA! I;m not sure if you guys know her! I don't even know her at 1st. Shes a singer by the way. Can't believe my ears when i heard she have 6 times Grammy Nomination but did not win a single thing. poor her. But i love her lots now. Have been listening to her song everyday!

Her song is so dramatic and i love it loads. Its like telling a story by singing. Oh my god i'm gonna buy her cd!!! You guys should listen to "Stranger in My House" and "Me". Thats my personal favourite. Dont forget to watch her videos performing "Me" LIVE at Montel and Live in MSN. Its so great! Blew me away! Oh yah and her rendition of "Careless Whisper" is awesome. She did it as if its a new song. Shes so underrated. Pity her. Thanks to those tone-deaf ears who dont appreciate great/good music! Sorry Beyonce, i have to give way to TAMIA..

p.s: http://www.tamiaworld.com/, http://www.tamiaonline.com/

01 October 2007 - Shag

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01 October 2007 - Shag

Hello guys, just woke up from sleep. Omg, feels like years since i've never sleep for 24 hrs. Anyway work today is so so stress. Heartbreaking, i just wanna shout and cry on the spot. So damn sleepy and tired. I cant sleep, lots of work. No mood even to touch the papers/pc. Regret staying late, i mean yah! Really. Useless! For what!

Keep knocking my head up and down. So many work to do. Thought when i take leave someone will take over me. My assumption is wrong. hahaks. Please March, come fast to me.

Oh yah my line cut off totally today, arghh such a great day right. Oh yah and dee dee if u read this please please please try to understand. I'm not the same me. Move On please..

28 September 2007 - Happy 24th Birthday Norisham

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28 September 2007 - Happy 24th Birthday Norisham

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY to NORISHAM MD NOOR
(correct spelling? correct number of vowels?)

At last, after so many changes here and there everything settled on 28 September 2007. Hope Sham had fun that day. Although some things plan left undone, lol... It looks like Rossie nite than Isham birthday.. OoOps!
8.50pm - Met Suzana(Bedah) at Cash Studio Karaoke and waited for the divas like nobody business.. My leg were itching, cant sit still...
9.30pm - Isham and Kendron came and minutes after, Rosly smsed and ask we to come down.. I was like 'blur sotong' figuring out what Rosly said.. coz he talk very the fast and only he can understand it.. Kendron as always with his 'Ya Ya, No Problem'
10.00pm++ - Concert by Mdm Rossie.. He dress well, i love the hair makeup and his body contour but NOT his walk and body gestures!! Sucks big time Rossie.. Oopss Hahaha too many bloopers i suppose.. But funny and entertaining though Hahaha.. crack like hell! So the time spend there sing and sing..
11.00pm++ - Birthday cake time. Thanks to Bedah for choosing the right cake.. Haha love it, taste so so so nice.. Damn nice i tell you!! Personally i think, that sham photo is the best one she chose...
1.00am++ - My dinner cum Supper. I was hungry like hell, Went to Coffee Club. I ordered Garlic Prawn Pasta and Apple Crumbled. Ok there were 9 of us so let me recall what they ordered.
Rosly - Cheese Macaroni (Peach Smoothie)
Isham & Suzana - Fish And Chips (Coca Cola Light & Ice Tea)
Daphne, Weili, Kndron, Juli & Me - Garlic Prawn Pasta (3 Ice tea & Coffee)
I dont know if its 100% correct...
Sideline: Phototaking although what asked by photographer may differ from the outcome.. LOL...At 1 point of time Isham use the word 'vogue' which i think he wants to 'filter' his words as not want to be 'laser'.. i wanna laugh actually... And not forgetting the comparison of Mr & Mrs Kendrons' nose. Suzana kind of silent maybe too tired thinking about waking up early.. Pity her.. But i assure she had fun too. And at the same time a bit pissed off with Heder! You know i'm with them and you keep pestering me to go Play club. You with hifzan what, so why must you want to meet me anyway. I dont wanna be lamp post!
1.00am++ - We took pictures.. Hahaha thats why i wonder why Isham change to his white V-Neck (present by: Kendron) lol... haha and i love the black and white combination.. yah isham was right, should take more pictures with that colour.. Nice!! hahaha

Anyway once again, HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY ISHAM!!!!

PICTURES WILL BE ADDED LATER

(Waiting for Ms Juli and Mdm Rossie)

16 September 2007 - Selamat Berpuasa

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16 September 2007 - Selamat Berpuasa

Helo everyone, not feeling good this few days. Headache with work and more! Ok just wanna wish all Muslims SELAMAT BERPUASA!!!

Anyway cant wait for the day. Oops i cant eleborate more if not they'll scold me.. but i dont the person will read this.. anyway i really cant wait to see the 'product'.. haha.. ok enough of that... lol.. ok nothing much to say actually except that im a little dissapointed with my friend.. arghh nevermind... Ok happy weekend everyone

8 September 2007 - Pissed Off, Sway Day

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8 September 2007 - Pissed Off, Sway Day

Imagine... When you want to have fun before fasting month and something stressful idiotic pathetic situation came. Its clubbing! yah clubbing! The worst clubbing day ever in my life. Its not nice to say this face to face but i just have to say it! After pestering me to go and yet this thing happen, im so pissed actually but i dont want to create drama!! haha like what zahid said. oopss... Im not going to mention his name... im still pissed with him but my heart is soft.. yah but neverless i wanna let it out!!!

You pulled me and 'forbid' me to go tantric.. Ok thats fine and when we were in play, you vanish into thin air without saying anything, and im stuck with 1 of our frined who is drunk. I want to excuse myself to tantric as i wanted to met my friend, but i pity the drunk man. I'm not meeting didy by the way! And when iyou came back to find us you were with your bf and so i leave a while to tantric and hand over the drunk man to you... and im so pissed again when i get to tantric i cant even find my friend. His hp is off... Oh god typing this makes me angry!

Then return back to play and i cant find adi.. sms him and get sacarstic reply, as if im the wrong one. zahid get the sacarstic sms too... Again, DRAMA! So you and drunk man went missing now and im with zahid fendi and his partner... i was tired by then and pissed off and then you came back drunk...Arghh watever lah, im very tired that time.. and pissed off with so many things.. feel like crying and punching you... lucky got zahid at least i can smile... still have the cheek to say i vanish weeks ago at tantric! And for your info please wake up boy!!!! wake up!!! open your eyes... if i were you, i will feel disgrace after reading what your bf sms you.. wake up your bloody idea! Argghh

22 July 2007 - Rebirth? Just For Fun

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22 July 2007 - Rebirth? Just For Fun

IF YOU BELIEVE IN REBIRTH, WHAT RELATION YOU WANT WITH ME IN YOUR NEXT BIRTH?

(REPLY AND FORWARD THIS MESSAGE TO ALL YOUR FREINDS OR ANYONE YOU KNOW AND YOU WILL GET VERY CUTE AND FUNNY REPLIES)

REPLY TO ME FIRST!!!!!

So what are you waiting for? I'm dying to hear what your opinion and hopefuls are... hahaha So far these are the one that i have received. Do send your ok!!!

Heder; My Grandmother

Hashir: I want to be your girlfriend

Bedah: Singing Partner

Isdino: Since you are small, i want you to be my cat

Eugene: Say neighbours

Khadijah: You be manager of McDonalds and well known celebrity, so i have popular buddy and free burgers for life

Esther: Friend

Kendron: You be my dog

Sham: I want to be your microphone

Aishah: Maybe you could be my twin, so you will get to feel the pleasure and leisure and heartache of what i'm going through. hehe, so what bout a twin?

Ezra: Don't believe in rebirth, but still toyboy

FOR THOSE WHO HAVE READ AND HAVE NOT REPLY ME, DO SMS OR EMAIL ME

justrizal@hotmail.com

21 July 2007 - Karaoke & Taboo

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21 July 2007 - Karaoke & Taboo

Hahaha, karaoke again today at CashStudio Karaoke, Apollo Centre. This month i went karaoke 3 times. Hahaha, and hell yah i finished collecting the bloody stickers! Haha.. Can redeem free 3 hrs already! Hahaha. And yah Heder, dont worry, i will sure go with you for the free session. Hahaha... Afterall you always go with me, almost everytime, not mentioning 'enter framing'(sibuk-sibuk) my song choice! Haha, joking!!!Usually karaoke is both of us but today we went with Adi. Had a great time singing.... Gosh... having so much fun...

Then went dinner at Lau Pa Sat... had Satay, Kway Teow, Sotong(Squid) and lots more lah. Heder's appetite is as big as his stomach now.. hahaha hes not fat though.. lol.. And Adi appetite too was big. I hardly eat coz im full with the Satay. The satay rox! damn nice. Not hard or too soft. The only thing is, EAT IT WHILE ITS HOT. i lost my appetite when it turn cold. Really... The sotong also not bad. But the kway teow kinda taste bland.... Anyway, Adi ask if we want to go clubbing. I was like, are you mad, we smell like 'satay perfume' and fresh smoke! hahaha.. Turn off ok! But still the plan goessss.. We went clubbing at Tabboo.

We reach there at arounf 11pm++. entracne of course free for nsf.. Not many people at 1st. Looks boring... so walk2 and chill out outside then went in again aroun12am++.. and the crwod begins!!! oh my god, i hate big crowd, really hate it! I cant walk properly with many humans surrounds me. Feel like falling down, lose balance and always getting the hit on the shoulder. Argghh i really hate it man. But i had fun dancing to songs like Umbrella, One Night Only, Ain't No Other Man and lots more.... We were sweating like shit... Oh yah many kinds of people there. And there is this 1 lady.. so cute and sweet.. with shoulder length hair.. quieng for toilet.. hahaha, we were like after you please, after u please and she did the same and said its ok and tap my shoulder.. shes funny and cute... Oh yah, not to mention those gross guys with no basic knowledge of dancing.. Hmm do we need knowledge to dance? I dont know

18 July 2007 - Anugerah 2007 (Aliff Aziz)

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18 July 2007 - Anugerah 2007 (Aliff Aziz)

Congartulations to Aliff Aziz for merging as the overall winner for Anugerah 2007, after more than 2000 hopeful contestants audition for it. Actually i have nothing much to say about this year anugerah. Kind off expected he will win it. Haha. Love his tone and acrobat! Nice man! Im effing jealous.. Haha.. nevermind i shall work hard during karaoke time. Thats the only time i can project! I think he has to improve on not whispering to much. Irritate me a bit. im just giving my point of view, i know im not good at singing, but i still have my listening skills. CONGRATS ONCE AGAIN

Ok now my story!!! I sort of feeling sad. Remembering back the day during the audition really makes me strong! I have to be strong. I'm weak at this. I tend to giveup. Always will have a headache after every audition. Arghh..But i have to salute the fellow contestants, although i may not like some of them. Hehehe, I wonder how they manage their time, work, school, family and etc. Not mentioning their photoshoots, recordings, interviews, rehersals and etc. Really salute them. And those who got kicked out, how they handle their emotion, feelings and bla bla bla...I wanna be as strong as them and of course MORE talented than them! I wanna improve, i wanna be strong, i wanna do my best, I wanna learn.... and now to concentrate on 'Bintang Klasik National' finals.. I hope the luck and gift is on my side this time round. As i say i hold this word in mind (NASIB & REZEKI).. You may be talented but that doesnt mean you are chosen. Their are certain points i think that draws the line. Like likeability and looks...its kind of heartbreaking.

17 July 2007 - Busy Busy Busy

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17 July 2007 - Busy Busy Busy

Hello everyone, have been pretty lazy lately. Not in mood for blogging. Too much of things to do. 8-5 job is tiring. Never thought that it could be tiring. Had a busy time these fews week. I blog anyway...
Karaoke and more karaoke on 17 July 2007. As usual went with my karaoke and bestest buddy Heder and also went with Bedah, Sham and Fayadh on separate days. Had a great time. Oh yah and we went to Kumar's Nite at Hard Rock on 16 July 2007. Went with Kendron, Sham, Timothy, Roslee, Wei Li, Juli, Bedah and her cousin. It was a blast! I cried!! I mean cried with laughter...happily lah.. Haha, Kumar is so Funny! His standup comedy mostly touch on government, community, race and lifestyles. So damn funny.. Love it!!! But the food there sucks big time. I ordered Herb Chicken Breast with Mashed Potato. The herb is like so limited and the mashed potato was uneven. You can feel and see potato pulp jutting out. It means that its not been mashed completely. I hardly finish the food. Thanks to Kumar who save the day!! You rock girl!!! I mean MAN.. Hahah

Ok now Good News...i've been busy choosing songs and improving my vocal. Cozzzz, im in final for 'Bintang Klasik Nasional'. Not an easy genre to sing. Im so used to Pop, Ballad and R&B but Traditional/Klasik malay songs can be difficult. Vocal acrobat is my most fear. I scared if i were to make mistakees like overdoing it or never do it.
The finals will be at Taman Warisan Melayu (Malay Heritage Centre) on 12 August 2007. Have to sing with life band! Until now no news about what song to sing, practices dates and clothing. Im so stress!!! Never sing with band. I wanna do all out. Winner will represent Singapore to the Asean level. I really hope for the best!! Do pray for me yah, I wont stop singing!!!!!!

26 June 2007 - Siti Nurhaliza Is Not A Diva Afterall

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26 June 2007 - Siti Nurhaliza Is Not A Diva Afterall

Who you think is the malaysian diva? People will sure say Siti Nurhaliza. A diva, pretty looking and have a great voice. Wait a minute, did i say great voice? Hmm. I take back my word. I dont think she have/has a great voice. I'm not picking on her or what, nor did i feel jealous of her. No, No, No!!! I not hating her. Never been. Hmm at least for some certain point of time. Haha.. But i love her now, not because she is great, has a 'bomb voice' or whatever. But shes married to the handome man.. Oops i mean handsomely rich man. Heheh. Thats what makes me happy. Although my reason for liking her now will be a negative one. Hehe

I just saw her performance at YouTube. At least 3 of her performance, she did crack her voice. i'm so observant of these things. Yeehaaa! I wanna let you hear the part where she crack her voice (Terkucil/Terkehel lah)

After i see it, i was like shocked. I've never seen other singer (WHO IS NOT AS POPULAR AS HER OF COURSE) crack their voice badly... You guys may say, so what? No Big deal. but think back. People like Siti Sarah, Liza Hanim and Misha Omar seldom or NEVER crack their voice during their Live performances.So big of winning the Best Female Vocal 7 times. Not a diva afterall. Hahaha! Sorry if i offended the fans out there. Ok dont wanna talk much now.

Click Play to LISTEN or go to the URL to see her 'Crack Voice' Video

CRACK PART: 'DIFAHAMI'

http://youtube.com/watch?v=C028N9HScpY

CRACK PART: 'NAMUN'

http://youtube.com/watch?v=5yGKMXuCKjY

CRACK PART: 'SAMA'

http://youtube.com/watch?v=s2lh5tND0RU

25 June 2007 - Why Do People Get Jealous

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25 June 2007 - Why Do People Get Jealous

Hey ya! I just wanna share an article from 'Yahoo!' website that interest me.
WHY DO PEOPLE GET JEALOUS

For sure there are many reasons behind it. Maybe you know the reasons. Maybe by chance, you may not actually realise or kmow that why you get jealous. Here is the reason:

When you first connected with your partner and looked into their eyes, it felt like he or she was the only person in the room. As you get deeper into your relationship and call yourselves a couple, the realization hits you: You and your partner are not alone on this planet. There are others! Are they a threat?

When we are in a committed relationship, we assume the connection we have with each other will be strong enough to fend off outside threats. In some ways, this you-belong-to-me-and-I-belong-to-you mentality is sweet; it's the stuff of pop songs and poetry. But sometimes the intensity of that connection is too strong.

When one partner sees everyone whom his or her partner comes into contact with as a potential threat, it is a sign that jealousy has taken hold. Shakespeare called it "the green-eyed monster," and once it gets a hold of your relationship, it sinks its teeth in and can rip it apart

If you've got strong feelings of jealousy, it's probably a sign that you don't have enough trust in your partner that he or she is being faithful to you. That lack of trust may be prompted by one of four factors.

You may feel insecure about your self-worth. In these cases, either you've been raised to believe, or some part of your inner self feels, that you just don't measure up. Because you don't love yourself, you can't believe that others would love you, so you live in fear that your partner's "true" feelings will be revealed and she will leave.

You're prone to cheating on your partner -- maybe even have done so. Knowing what you're capable of, you project that behavior onto your partner.

You and your partner haven't yet figured out how to establish safe boundaries within the relationship. Having a tight bond is about building walls around your love with windows that allow others to be part of it -- not doors where competing lovers can walk right in and disrupt your home. Because you don't know what's permissible within the relationship and what's not, you're constantly on your toes.

Your mate is cheating on you. Cheating doesn't have to include sex; it often has to do with making emotional connections to others outside the relationship. If your partner is sharing things about your private life with attractive members of the opposite sex, it robs a sense of intimacy from your relationship and leaves you feeling vulnerable.

Knowing the factors that lead to jealousy is an important first step to getting things fixed. Put your focus on building trust. If you've got some growing up to do, therapy may help. Both of you have to learn how to set boundaries in the relationship. That requires respecting your mate's definition of limits of outside relationships from the start.

Over time, as trust builds, you and your partner can redefine what feels safe for the relationship. After all, when you've got a great relationship, you want to share it with the world.

19 June 2007 - Anugerah 2007 Reviews

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19 June 2007 - Anugerah 2007 Reviews

Have been thinking of writing my own reviews for this 'boom' reality show or shall i say singing competition in Suria Channel. As usual, looks were 'IN' than vocal. Actually i was surprised by the Top 24 finalists chosen by the judges. I know appeal is important but those with boombastic voices did not make the cut to top 24. I expected it though. Thats live... Never been fair.

Ok , anyway today is the results show. They will choose 8 people to the wildcard round. 4 female and 4 male.. Good choice judges but why Kuryati.. Again, unfairness... No speciality in voice. Very neutral tone and sound stereotype. I shall not define further.. Waste time.. anyway here are the 8 people who got to sing again for wildcard.... In NO particular order:

FEMALE:

MALE:

2 June 2007 - Good Girl Gone Bad

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2 June 2007 - Good Girl Gone Bad

Heya, happy holidays to all those involved in it. Hahaha. Yeahhh 3 more days to the release of RIHANNA's new album 'GOOD GIRL GONE BAD'. Her new single, 'UMBRELLA' is so hot! Love it loads!!! Yeah, love her more now! With ner new image.. Short hair. Dont really attract me coz its all black.. Dont suit her. Kinda look like a wig man! Anyway you guys shold get her album! Im Lovin' it more now.. And im liking her more than beyonce now.. haha OMG!!! yeehaaa!!!

Here are the tracklists for her new album which will be officially release on 5 June 2007:

1. Umbrella (featuring Jay-Z)
2. Push Up On Me
3. Don't Stop the Music
4. Breakin' Dishes
5. Shut Up and Drive
6. Hate That I Love You (featuring Ne-Yo)
7. Say It
8. Sell Me Candy
9. Lemme Get That
10. Rehab
11. Question Existing
12. Good Girl Gone Bad

1 June 2007 - Movie Mania Freak

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1 June 2007 - Movie Mania Freak

Gonna go broke this month man!! haha, Going for Christina Aguilera concert is 1 thing. but i just cant stand great movies! This month is the best month of all with good movies hitting the cinemas all over singapore. Well, i might exageratted it abit but yeah, most tickets have been sold out! Many great movies this June/July!! Yeah.. ! You can get the synopsis of the movie at 'Yahoo! Movies'.

And now here are the movies which i wanna watch in FAVOURITE ORDER:

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End

3.

Shrek the Third

4.

Spider-Man 3

5.

Georgia Rule

6.

Meet the Robinsons

26 May 2007 - Christina Aguilera, Here We Come!!!

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26 May 2007 - Christina Aguilera, Here We Come!!!

Hey, this gonna be excited. I just hae to brag about. Who wont anyway. I will be going to 'Christina Aguilera Back To Basics LIVE Tour' at Singapore Indoor Stadium on 30th june 2007. We bought the highest tickets, $348. I'm not into it at 1st but after been 'physco' by Juli, Rosli and Sham, I agreed to go at last. I would really like to thank MISS JULIANA(Juli) for paying for me 1st. Thanks ya girl!!!

And to the idiot Sham who trick me saying that our seats are crap but actually not! You gonna get it sonner or later! our seats are good by the way.. Good place but lst from the good place.. Haha Ok lah rather than the place Sham trick me which is at the baccckkkkkkk.

And to Mushahrin, you are the one who really like Christina Aguilera more than me.. You asked and pester me to go but at last you never go!!! F you lah Mush!! Anyway, im so looking foward to it! Hope it would be a blast!!! Awww cant wait for it!!!

24 May 2007 - Jordin Sparks, American Idol 2007

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24 May 2007 - Jordin Sparks, American Idol 2007

From January till 24 May 2007. Jordin Sparks hard work really worth it! She was crown the new American Idol 2007 (Season 6) and the youngest winner of all! Singing 3 songs,
-Fighter
-Broken Wing
-This is My Now

Jordin Sparks swept Blake Lewis! Love that statement made by Simon Cowell! Hahaha, boos to those Zianafolks who say Guy will win this year. You guys must be genderism. Haha. Cant wait for Jordin's album. Please out by this year aite.... Congrats JORDIN SPARKS!!!

17 May 2007 - Shocking Results

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17 May 2007 - Shocking Results

This year American Idol Top 3 results is the most shocking for me! Really. My most favourite contestant, Melinda Doolittle leave the competition during the results show. That means Jordin Sparks and Blake Lewis made it to the finale. I have no problems with Jordin Sparks but with Blake Lewis... Urghhh....I was truly shocked. Really unexpected. I was saying to my heart that "Confirm that Melinda will be in finals. Bet You!". But it turns out that im wrong. Haha.. This happen every year. My most favourite will stay at either 2nd or 3rd place. Mostly 3rd place. i give you example:

Season 2: Kimberely Locke - 3rd Place
Season 3: Diana DeGarmo - 2nd Place
Season 4: Vonzell Solomon - 3rd Place
Season 6: Melinda Doolittle - 3rd Place

But its ok... They came out with album. Kimberley Locke already has 2 albums (which both 2 i have it) and Diana DeGarmo (1 album, have it too)!

American Idol suppose to be a singing competition MAINLY but it turns out that people love beat-boxing more. So why not Blake Lewis, you join Beat-Boxing competition. Let other talented singers replace you!!! People like Sabrina Sloan and AJ Tabaldo deserve the top 12 but didnt make it!!!! So sad!! Anyway i'm really hoping that Melinda Doolittle would come out with her own solo-album! Hope so!!! Lets wait and see!!!

7 May 2007 - Office Hours

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7 May 2007 - Office Hours

Hi guys, jus wanna inform yall that my working hours has been changed. I'll be working office hours from 8am-5pm from Mondays to Fridays. If you wanna date me kindly choose a time after 5pm or on Saturday or Sunday as i will not be working on those 2 days. This working time had started last week. Difficult to wake up at first but now getting use to the time already. And i have to go out early too coz there will be lots of students waiting for bus 17! Arggghh!

Ok guys, i wanna share with you what cds im gonna buy when my pay comes out on 12 this month. Have not been buying cds for quite sometime. So this month pay im gonna buy some cds.. Furthermore there is extra $70 starting this month.. hehehe You know, i know lah yah..... Ok so here it goes the list of cds im gonna buy!!!

KIMBERLEY LOCKE - BASED ON A TRUE STORY

Yeah, one of my most favourite American Idol contestant, Kimberley Locke!!! Her 1st album is great! Marvellous! Love it! Now, she came out with her 2nd album titled 'Based On A True Story' Have been release in the U.S but not yet in Singapore. Either will not be in Singapore or maybe at a later date. Lets wait ya!!!!!!! Hopefully will be release in Singapore.

JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE - FUTURESEX/LOVESOUNDS

If you guys wanna know, i dont like Justin Timberlake AT ALL. But that was last time.. Still dont really like him now though..Hehe..People keep asking me why i dont like him. My answer is simple. He CAN'T sing live! But now i dont care anymore cause im not gonna watch him sing life anyway. Im attracted to his new album after listening it at the radio.

BEYONCE KNOWLES - B'DAY DELUXE EDITION

Beyonce, Beyonce. Have bought her B'Day album. And im gonna buy the Deluxe Edition. Arghhh Isham has bought it already. I know people will say its a waste of money as i have bought the album but i think its worthe the money as there are additional tracks and DVD of her music videos inside it.

29 April 2007 - Best Vocal Performance In An Album (Female) JACLYN VICTOR

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29 April 2007 - Best Vocal Performance In An Album (Female) - JACLYN VICTOR

Anugerah Industri Muzik 14/2007 broke the cursed at last. Ooops, Dont sue me yah! Hahah

Thanks to Jaclyn Victor. Haha.. She won the BEST VOCAL IN AN ALBUM (FEMALE) this year. It has been broken after Siti got it 8 times for the same category for the past 8 years. People may say, so what if Jaclyn Victor win, Siti has won it 8 times anyway.

For me it is a big deal, it shows new and BETTER talent has been found at last. I never say no talents were there for the past 8 years, but i think maybe due to Siti's Phenomenon that time. People dont care for other singers

Further more shes married to the handsome... errrr i mean Handsomely rich man. Datuk K. Maybe thats gives impact to the panel jury not to choose her.. Maybe, Ooppss once again. haha

And i love the crowd that night. Jac supporters is the loudest! Go Jac Go!!!

20 April 2007 - Luck Luck

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20 April 2007 - Luck Luck

Hey guys, have not been blogging for quite sometime already. Kinda getting lazy and lazier. Anyway, just wanna thank you all for the wish, prayers and support for the Anugerah thing. Really much appreciated. Hahaha.. But its now officially CRASHED.. hahaha never get through the 3rd round. Its ok lah no luck... Or shall i say not good enough.. Hahaha..

But there is something great happen after i didnt not made it in Anugerah. I dont wanna tell until it is officially confirm! Guess lah guys.. Really unexpected though, but its luck once again. Rezeki to be exact. Ok gonna sleep already. Nite

31 March 2007 - Best Thing Ever

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31 March 2007 - Best Thing Ever

The most ahppiest day of my life. Overwhelm, excited and overjoyed. I can't describe in words howhapy and lucky i am getthing through this audition. You guys must be wondering what audition or competition i take part in. Well, some of you guys might guess correctly. It is the 'Anugerah'. A malay singing competition organised by Suria Mediacorp TV12. Let me share you my experience of a lifetime!!

31 March 2007. A big date for me, the Anugerah audition. Took place at the Jurong Entertainment Centre. Went there with Heder his sis, Ju and met her sis friend there. Registration starts at 9am. We were in the queue at about 8.30am. A one-day registration for the cntestants. Not all contestants will sing on that day. It will be decided by the organisers as it is barely impossible to audition all in one day. i heard 1100 applicants register for the audition. The highest number to date.
At about 10am, the audition starts. And my nervous starts too! Hahaha... We were in the line till 11am++ when it is then our turn to register. I'm the lucky 1st out of 4 of us. My tag number is 236, Heder is 237 an his sis and friend 238 and 239. We then took our seat and wait for our turn. We had to get up from chair to chair as soon as each contestants finishes their turn. I keep rehearsing my 1st line as am afraid if i were to start too low or too high.
Anyway, i soon realised that i feel more comfortable and relaxed when my turn is up. I;m the so called 'test market'. if yu know what i mean. Hahaha
As i walk to the stage, i feel a mix feeling of nervousness and confident. I'm scared if i were too shaky or if i were to brake my voice. That will be embarrasing.
Okay after introducing myself to the fellow judges which is Rahimah Rahim, Eddy Ali and Hafeez Glamour, i began to sing. I chose a song from 'Zubir Abdulah - Teman'. I was told to stop by Eddy Ali, at the end chorus. He commented(sorry i dont know how to say interpret in english): "Suara anda bagus, Lantang. Tapi persembahan anda masih boleh diperbaiki lagi".
Yeah!!! but when he commented, my eyes were focused on the green and red button placed on the judges table. For your info, there is a rectangular-box shape light on the stage that will blink green or red light. If the judges press the green button, the green light will blink. Which means the contestant made it to the 2nd round. And red light means otherwise. Understand?
Okay back to my story. After the judges comments guess which button were pressed? it came out to be GREEN LIGHT. I just cant believe it! I made it to the next round! Yah!! Hahaha Alhamdulillah, syukur.
Subsequently, Heder and his sis, Ju made it but not Ju's friend. Sorry for her though.
To my family, relatives and friends, do pray for my success! I'm hoping for the best! Oh yah come down to Jurong Enterainment Centre on 7 April 2007. I will be there at 3pm! Wht song i'm gonna sing? Lets wait and see!!! Adiosss

24 March 2007 - Dreamgirls at Last

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24 March 2007 - Dreamgirls at Last

At last, have watch the long waited movie DREAMGIRLS. For those who have not watched it, shame on you. Haha. A Great movie! For those who are still wondering what kind of movie DREAMGIRLS is. It is a broadway musical movie adapted from broadway musiacal stage in those early years. Cant remember what year. Have to find the exact year on the internet later. Hahaha.

My concern about the movie is that how can Beyonce Knowles (Deena Jones) be the main actress. It suppose to be Jennifer Hudson (Effie White). Her scenes are more lively and important actually. Hmm maybe the production are scared as Jennifer Hudson is not as hot as Beyonce Knowles. Whatever....For me, Jennifer Hudson rocks the movie! Congrats on her winning of Best Supporting Actress in 2 awards show. Golden Globe Awards and the Academy Awards You go girl! For those who are still still still wondering what the movie is about. Here are the synopsis:
(Effie White, Deena Jones, and Lorrell Robinson - three friends from Chicago - are a promising singing trio called The Dreamettes. Accompanied by their songwriter C.C. White (Effie's brother), they travel to New York to compete in a talent show at the Apollo Theatre. Although the girls lose this first bid for fame, their talent attracts an ambitious manager by the name of Curtis Taylor, Jr., who uses unscrupulous tactics to move the girls from backup singers of superstar James "Thunder" Early to superstars of their own. Curtis reshapes the group to "crossover" from R & B to the lucrative pop music scene. Lead singer Effie gets replaced by the more attractive Deena and is eventually dropped from the trio. The group evolves into a more sophisticated group, The Dreams, with a lighter sound and chic look. They successfully attract a "whiter" audience and The Dreams rise to international stardom. The money, fame, and adulation, however, doesn't bring them happiness. )

14 March 2007 - 1 Year Already

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14 March 2007 - 1 Year Already

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERARY OF MY NATIONAL SERVICE

Wishing all my squadmates from 123 INTAKE, SQUAD 13/2006 from Singapore Police Force NS Happy 1 year Anniversar. Haha.. Anniversary is not the right word to use actually. Hahaha, but nevermind.

Just to jot down the important people. Hmm See if i can remember their names"

OC SQUAD: Mr Raymond Oh

FIELD INSTRICTOR: Mr Husaidil

SQUAD LEADER: Mr Ariff

COMM. I/C: Mr Kinm

Once again happy 1 year!!! HEY still 1 more year to go ok!!!

12 March 2007 - Only Memories

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12 March 2007 - Only Memories

Hello fellas, have not been updating my blog for quite sometime.. and to Lolita who said my blog is dead, big SORRY for you.. my blog is not dead yet! Maybe in a faint/down mode.

My grandpa passed away on 10 March 2007 at around 2.10pm. Al-Fatihah.. Who will not miss their grandpa...

May the memories last forever. I believe in good deed get good deed in return. Remember that.
Onc again, Al-Fatihah to my Grandpa Allahyarham Haji Ahmad Bin Pain..

4 March 2007 - Ziana Zain New Forum

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4 March 2007 - Ziana Zain New Forum

HEY to those ZIANA ZAIN fans out there. Do visit the new forum, 'Zianafolks Forum at"

http://www.zianafolks.net/forum

Let us support the DAZZLING DIVA, ZIANA ZAIN and meke the forum Sizzling Hot with you posts!!! See you guys there!

1 March 2007 - Get Well Soon Grandpa

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1 March 2007 - Get Well Soon Grandpa

Just wanna wish my Grandpa 'GET WELL SOON'. Visited him last week. Many relatives and family members came too. Those who read this, Please Pray for my Grandpa health. Hopefully be better.

Kinda sad of his situation. He cant walk now and i cant understand what he said too. things change so fast since Hari Hari time last year. During that time, he can still walk and i can still understand him talking. But now......

I really really admired his strong spirit!!! He is a strong man inside him!

24 February 2007 - Pesta Perdana 9

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24 February 2007 - Pesta Perdana 9

The time has come. This year Pesta Perdana rocks. A great success. There may be some audio technical problem, but so what, Live Show! This year theme is Broadway.Many celebrities did their homework in order to appear good and according to the theme. Artist like Khairul Anuar, Fadhillah Samsudin, Nurhuda Ali, Era Farida and Suzairhe Sumari are some artists that really shine with thier outfits. Some artist dont follow the theme or shall i say simply dont care about the outfit that night. I may not be there at the occasion but let me share some of the highlights based on what i see. The highlights of the Singapore Malay version of Oscar award, Pesta Perdana.

SPEECH

It is ridiculous to give winners just 30 seconds for their speech. What if there are more than 2 winners in 1 category. They may just end up by just saying 'Thank You'. Or maybe use the time of those winners who dont use their 30seconds. Are there anyone who didnt use it?

FASHION

Too westernise for some of the female celebrities. It is either too secy or 'heavy' for them. Maybe they do not have enough cloth for them, or run out of budget/sponsors. So sorry for these celebrities. I shall not mention names but i have to. Rilla Melati revealed her shoulder while Sharon Ismail revealed her skinny legs. Looks nice though but it looks loads better on Hollywood/Western actress. If there are category for Best outfit, i think Khairul Anuar and Nurhuda Ali should get it.

CATEGORIES

There are some artist who should not even be in the category. Especially some with 2 nominations in a single category. My question is:

Are they that good until others did not get the spot nomination?

Do they lack people to be nominated?

For me, there are some or maybe more people that deserve the spot nomination but were never given the chance. Maybe..

HOSTS

Without hosts, the show may be boring. Like duh..... Shoutout to Suhaimi Yusoff for his presence in Pesta Perdana 9. He is so spontaneous! Good for him! The show may be dull without him. But i just hope he gets a female company. I mean co-host. Maybe Rilla Melati again. She rocks too. Spontaneous as Suhaimi

WINNERS

Satisfied with this year winners! Most of them i expected to win, won the category. A bit shocked for 1 or 2 categories but the PROFESSIONALS chose them. What to do. Respect it though.

16 February 2007 - Danity Kane

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16 February 2007 - Danity Kane

As i am watching TV and switching it to MTV, i found this girl who sing a song. An english song. Fall in love with her outfit!! Gosh damn vogue and style! Then came in 4 other gals in the video singing. Then i know its a girl band group. I didnt know they were the top 5 winners of 'Making The Band' Know it only after surfing their official website. They were the called 'Danity Kane'. They were the contestant of 'Making The Band'. Founded by P Diddy.

They are Dawn, Aubrey, D. Woods, Shannon and Aundrea. The group's eponymous debut album for Diddy's label, Bad Boy Records, is an intoxicating mix of sexy R&B, hip-hop and pop that showcases the quintet's flawless vocal talent and passion. It also boasts contributions from such top producers as Timbaland (Missy Elliott, Nelly Furtado, Aaliyah), Rodney "Darkchild" Jerkins (Mary J. Blige, Mariah Carey), Mario Winans (P. Diddy, Destiny's Child, The Notorious B.I.G.), Jim Jonsin (Twista, Jamie Foxx, Trina), Bryan-Michael Cox (Usher, Mariah Carey, Toni Braxton), Rami (*NSYNC, the Veronicas) and Ryan Leslie (Britney Spears, Tha Dogg Pound). Diddy is the album's Executive Producer, with Bad Boy Executive VP Harve Pierre serving as Co-Executive Producer.

The group's sleek, Jonsin-produced lead single, "Show Stopper," featuring Yung Joc, received tens of thousands of plays on MySpace.com (where Danity Kane has cultivated throngs of admirers) long before being delivered to radio. Other standout tracks on the disc include the upbeat "One Shot," produced by Cox, and the smoldering, Timbaland-helmed R&B cut "Right Now."

Collectively, the quintet possesses a notable breadth of talent and experience in vocal performance, dance, songwriting, acting, visual art and more. And though viewers of MTV's "Making the Band" are well aware of the differences in their personalities, it's clear that they've emerged as a unit - playing to their strengths and encouraging one another to grow.

Danity Kane takes its name from a female anime superhero conceived by Dawn, whose skills as an illustrator caught Diddy's eye. The impresario was so taken with the character's beguiling handle that he selected it for the group, deciding it captured their vibrant appeal - and would represent them not merely as superstars but as a band of heroines.

Given her upbringing, New Orleans-bred Dawn seems to have been destined for a music career. Her mother owned a dance studio, while her father was a keyboardist who played in the R&B band Chocolate Milk (which opened for Michael Jackson, Earth Wind & Fire and other luminaries). Her mom's talent and her dad's gigs ignited in Dawn an unquenchable desire to perform. She studied tap, jazz, ballet and hip-hop dance and became a cheerleader for the New Orleans Hornets before joining the group Angelique, which toured the South supporting singer Anthony Hamilton. "The girls call me the passion in the group," she reveals. "When I'm on stage, I become someone else. That's when I can be wild, sexy, crazy and passionate. I leave everything at the mic."

California native Aundrea was singing rancheros and other song forms by the time she was old enough to talk, and by age eight she was a fixture in her church's choir. Roles in school plays followed, and in her teens she began recording in a studio and joined the pop ensemble Intrigue. It was with this group that her love of stage performance fully blossomed. The youngest in her tight-knit family, Aundrea headed home whenever possible during breaks in the shooting of "Making the Band 3."

Shannon hails from Portland, Ore and has been an avid singer and dancer since childhood. She learned a great deal about performing with a group when she became a Portland Trailblazers cheerleader at age 19. Eclectic in her musical taste, she expresses admiration for acts as far afield as Aerosmith and Garth Brooks. The only member of Danity Kane who sports a wedding ring, Shannon attributes some of the poise and confidence her bandmates have praised in her to the bond she enjoys with her spouse. "He's so positive," she declares of her husband, a fellow dancer. "He helps me push myself."

"I've done musical theater and dramatic stage productions, interned at Power 105 in New York, appeared in commercials and music videos, and toured as a dancer with major recording artists," reveals D. Woods. "I've tried it all, because I like to stay busy." Since her earliest days growing up in Springfield, Mass., she's been enamored of every aspect of performance; over the years she's studied modern, ballet, hip-hop and West African dance, undergone intensive voice training, developed her songwriting skills and educated herself about the business. A fan of Mary J. Blige, Stevie Wonder and Jay-Z, among many others, she's equally at home with hip-hop and classic soul.

At age three, Aubrey stepped onstage - and never looked back. Reared in the sun-soaked confines of Palm Springs, Calif., she appeared in productions of virtually every major musical production (including "Annie," "The Sound of Music," "A Chorus Line," "Fiddler on the Roof" and "The Wizard of Oz"). She won a slew of honors for both singing and acting in various talent competitions before attending the University of California at Irvine. Her post-graduation international travels took her to Asia, India and South Africa, among other places, and moved her to become involved in charitable works. In addition to volunteering in battered women's shelters and refugee centers and serving as a Big Sister, she founded the organization Fight AIDS Now (FAN). "The stage has taught me the things I value most: compassion, patience, and eternal love for anything or anyone expressive and unrestrained," she says.

16 February 2007 - 01 Day MC

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16 February 2007 - 01 Day MC

On MC today. Had a so called, migraine today. Went to Bedok Polyclinic at 10am++. Get myself breakfast and dinner at KFC and went straight home as i so sleepy. Spend most of my time playing computer and surfing the net. My mum went to visit Cik Odah's daughter as she was hospitalised. Dont know for what reason.

Anyway, i wonder how small Singapore is and we cant or dont even get to bumped into the person we want to! So small yet so big! And in the other hand, the person we dont want to bump into always bump into us. Funny man! Dont expect this kind of thing happen. Awww, now am thinking, 1++ more year to ORD. Time flies so fast and i dont realise to. The Tracom days, the deployment/posting days and NOW in SPD. Dont know how my memories will turn out in SPD. Miss the time in Tracom though. Cried at times remembering the mix feeling there. Stupid, angry and funny experiences there. True enough! Like what the officers and seniors said. We will miss the tracom days and will want to turn back the clock to 14 March 2006. Wont miss the excercise though. Haha...

Ok, enough about the memories. Now i am chatting with Mr Ubaidillah. Former staff from LLC and now in SPD. Making fun of me 'guarding' the 'pondok'(attap house). Haha sentry lah. What else? And i also just finished watching Parody of Beyonce, Destiny's Child and Desperate Housewives. So funny. Haha.. Oh yah Not forgetting the 'Liar Liar' clips of obsences act. Haha so called!

9 February 2007 - Pathetic, Tiring

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9 February 2007 - Pathetic, Tiring

Exactly 1 week since i'm posted to Selarang Park DRC. Very tiring job. I dont know how i can stand for the next 1 and half year there! I'm getting more tan. Many people have said that to me. Cheif Poo Foo is the 1st one to say, then followed by my mum.

I dont know how long i can endure in such condition. I know im not suppose to talk about my work stuff here,but i cant stand it already. This place is arghhh!!! Ok enough of this.

Ok later in the evening will be meeting the gang at the usual spot, Dont know if they are tired or free to chat and gossip. Oh yah, im in the middle of watching the popular reality tv show in UK at youtube 'Celebrity Big Brother'. Really love Shilpa Shetty. Shes so genuine and original. And her clothing look so highclass.. Oh yah anyways, cant wait to watch Dreamgirls at the cinema although i've watched it on DVD.

1 February 2007 - Left Out Alone

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1 February 2007 - Left Out Alone

Hey guys, today is my 1st day at SPD. I've been posted there after working at LLC for about 3 months plus. Gonna miss LLC environment and staffs. Really dont expect to be posted at SPD. Really do. I feel so down!

Start work today at 7.50am but late 10 minutes as i left my uniform at home. Took the bus with Heder. He posted to TMP. When i reached there,. i began the orientation. I was like left out alone. Even my squad mates who were there much much earlier were seen disappeared. Had my lunch alone. Walk there alone. I feel so lonely at that time. I dont even know the way back to main-gate. Fadzly was shocked to hear that. I feel like crying but i hold back. At last i cried. Think back, i was so weak. I cant be independant. Must have someone to guide or hold on to with me.

Dont have the mood to go out later at night. Juli ask me along for 'walk-walk'. But i told her i was too tired. I had a migraine.

I was the one too excited of not going to SPD at 1st but look now. Gonna spend 1 year++ there. Just hope and pray the best for me there. Hope there is a 'MELE' in SPD.. hahah Heder.. you know what i mean

30 January 2007 - Congratulations SHILPA SHETTY

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30 January 2007 - Congratulations SHILPA SHETTY

OMG this girl is hot. A great actress!! Love her acting skills very much!!! Damn, i saw her movie and fell in love with her acting. She can act all sorts of character. But i don't deny that she is not as popular as Aiswarya Rai and Rani Mukherjee. Anyway,

She won a realtiy tv show in UK yesterday. So proud of her. For me, She is the most beautiful hindi actress i've ever seen. Personally, i prefer her to Aishwarya Rai. She is tall, sexy, beautiful and has a nice figure!!! No doubt a talented actress and dancer. This reality TV show has open doors for her. People begin to know who SHILPA SHETTY is. I wanna see her act in ollywood movies. But not the kind of movies that Aishwayra Rai act. Oh please! Not musical movie please! Ok i extract a news article from the internet that writes about her winning in the reality TV show, 'Big Brother'

Bollywood actor Shilpa Shetty has won the UK reality TV show Big Brother with an overwhelming 67 per cent majority.

Shilpa walked out of the Big Brother's house amid fireworks and cheering crowds. She thanked them and said "Thank you, I love you. Chicken Curry rules."

She chose a red tunic with jeans this time around as against her pink Tarun Tahiliani sari, the day she entered the house. Not only has the actress won the prize money of 100,000 Pounds, the show has also given her international recognition and offers of all sorts have started pouring in from abroad.

She described her experience in the show as 'incredible and overwhelming.'She also said she was proud of being an Indian and thanked all her fans who supported her through the show.

Racial slurs
Shilpa tried to play down allegations that she had been made a victim of racial abuse on the show.In a press conference held later, she said she had made up with her chief tormentor Jade Goody and the past was now behind her."I really didn't know how things were perceived by people outside the Big Brother House. I saw the footage of the first time and it looked pretty ghastly. I am someone who likes to look forward in life and I want to put it behind me," the actress said. "

It may have seemed like it was bad, but I can say that Jade is not a bad person, and she didn't really contrive to be like that. So there is nothing in my heart. The day we hugged, it was all gone and forgotten really," she added.

The show's popularity suddenly jumped world wide last week. Tens of thousands of viewers complained that Shilpa Shetty was subjected to racial bullying. In its wake, the show's viewership shot up by over five million.

The comments ranged from calling her a "Paki" to digs at her cooking.Two days into the controversy, Shetty, although isolated from the outside world, said it was racism, only to backtrack later."It's truly been quite a roller coaster ride. It has taught me so much. I just want to forget things," she said.

The British and Indian governments however, felt obliged to reiterate their stand against racism in any form.The Indian tourist government went ahead and publicaly invited Shetty's tormentor, Jade Goody, who suddenly became a celebrity of sorts, to India.

Popular vote
The winner of the reality show is the person who survives and is not voted out by viewers."I found it a lot easy to make friends while participating in the Big Brother Show," said Shilpa Shetty.

Earlier, an overwhelming majority of the viewers voted Shilpa's nemesis Jade Goody out rather than Shetty. But Goody emerged from the studio to see herself a celebrity of sorts and demonised by some."I am scared about going to the end of the show. I am in two minds because of the stuff that has happened to my house. I am justified in being really scared and nervous but I guess I will go to accept all the boos that I have not got before," Jade Goody, Contestant, Celebrity Big Brother.

Shilpa Shetty's mother Sunanda, sensing the star's ascending popularity, has hired UK's biggest publicist to cash in. Shetty, who wasn't really top of the charts in Bollywood, is now globally sought after --- interviews, a cricket reality show, advertisements and who knows, even a Hollywood deal.

25 January 2007 - Terkenang Jua

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25 January 2007 - Terkenang Jua

This is my most favourite song all time since i've heard it on year 2000/2001. Sing by talented singer, ZIANA ZAIN. Malay song of course. The lyric have a deep meaning and it relates close to me. So read the lyric. If y'all wanna hear the song, request it by Emailing or Tagging me yah.

Ada rindu dari kejauhan
Ranum dalam sepinya perjalanan
Sungguh manis ingatan denganmu
Dari terlukis di hamparan hidupku

Terkenang jua dalam sepi rasa
Kemerduan senandungmu
Menjadikan kau dekat selalu
Terkenang jua pada raut wajah
Kau membuat segalanya, Begitu indah

Kau Bersinar Dalam Hati Ini
Kan terbawa mana pun Ku Berdiri
Sungguh dalam Rindu terhadapmu
Dan bersatu di ranting usiaku
Di setiap waktu...

24 January 2007 - Goodbye Lloyd Leas Work Relase Camp (LLC)

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24 January 2007 - Goodbye Lloyd Leas Work Relase Camp (LLC)

Dont know the official closing of LLC. But now most of them have been transfered. Gonna miss the surroundings, the people, the food and canteen. Hahaha... I'm really happy to be at LLC. Senior Officers are friendly and they did not bully us. Thankful for that. Lol..

Good luck to all my fellow friends. Heder, Azman, Fadzly, Sazali, Azhal, Shakir and Choo. I will be joining Fadzly to SPD. Upon hearing the news from Shakir, i feel so demoralised. OMG, dont expect to get SPD. But nevermind, i think of the worst already. Haha, and am mentally prepared. Physically not prepared though. But anyway, pray the best for me ok. And i hope the experience in SPD will be better for me. Hopefully.

Ok here are some picture which we managed to take. Enjoyzz
(ps: Azman, dont forget to take outside sign LLC banner)

Rizal Abdul Karim - Welcome To A Day Of My Life

14 November 2010 - Danni Minogue

6 November 2010 - Mariah Carey

5 November 2010 - Gaga

28 May 2010 - Happy Vesak Day

History

The celebration of Vesākha

27 May 2010 - Simon Says Goodbye

23 May 2010 - The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face

Restaurant Hopping With The Fabulous

Pasir Panjang Area, Niqqi's The Cheese Prata ShopHolland V, Lorong Mambong AreaHaagen Dazs, Holland VEverything With Fries, Holland VBugis Junction (to Arab Street)Pics 43 to 45 - Fun Photos (Holland V area)

9 May 2010 - Celebrities, Artists

9 May 2010 - iPhone

3 May 2010 - Whitney Houston - Nothing But Love

6 January 2010 - New Year

30 November 2009 - Formula 17

9 November 2009 - Last Time

8 November 2009 - Loving You Still

07 November 2009 -

5 December 2009 - Lately

23 October 2009 - 'Great' Things

21 October 2009 - Back... AGAIN

15 December 2008 - Enough is Enough

3 December 2008 - Thank You

16 November 2008 - Song Albums

22 October 2008 - Holiday Holiday Holiday!

12 October 2008 - Wohoo

23 September 2008 - Nawal Al Zoghbi (Khalas Sameht)

22 September 2008 - Apologise

20 September 2008 - Hat Yai 2008

4 September 2008 - New Improved Ashanti

26 August 2008 - Cherish Every Moment

7 August 2008 - Tired But Fun

29 June 2008 - Things I Hate

24 June 2008 - Quest Lab

22 June 2008 - Get Smart

22 June 2008 - I Hate It

8 June 2008 - Busy Lah

1 May 2008 - Labour Day

18 April 2008 - Thanks, Many Thanks

13 April 2008 - Sorry For The Typo

12 April 2008 - Last NS Pay

29 March 2008 - Top 5

25 March 2008 - Fussy

14 March 2008 - ORD

2 March 2008 - Happy Birthday Rasidah (Hantu)

25 February 2008 - American Idol Season 7

24 February 2008 - Kau Ingin Ku Miliki

24 February 2008 - Liking

18 February 2008 - Ze Ziana

16 February 2008 - Club Addict

15 February 2008 - M.O.S

10 February 2008 - 27 Dresses

9 February 2008 - Play Come On DJ Play That Song

8 February 2008 - Boring Holiday

7 February 2008 - Happy Chinese New Year

6 February 2008 - Asian Female Vocalists

2 March 2008 - Happy Advance Birthday Rasidah

28 January 2008 - Late Late Late

27 January 2008 - Food Food Food

22 January 2008 - Crazy

20 January 2008 - Sinaran Hati

19 January 2008 - New, New, New

21 December 2007 - Blogging Helps When You Feel Down

16 December 2007 - 1st Asian Idol, HADY MIRZA

24 November 2007 - New Collection

18 November 2007 - Elizabeth Arden Perfume

17 November 2007 - Cat

11 November 2007 - Happy 21st Birthday Kendron

24 October 2007 - Diva Unleashed

21 October 2007 - Tamia, Tamia

01 October 2007 - Shag

28 September 2007 - Happy 24th Birthday Norisham

16 September 2007 - Selamat Berpuasa

8 September 2007 - Pissed Off, Sway Day

22 July 2007 - Rebirth? Just For Fun

21 July 2007 - Karaoke & Taboo

18 July 2007 - Anugerah 2007 (Aliff Aziz)

17 July 2007 - Busy Busy Busy

26 June 2007 - Siti Nurhaliza Is Not A Diva Afterall

Pasir Panjang Area, Niqqi's The Cheese Prata Shop
Holland V, Lorong Mambong Area
Haagen Dazs, Holland V
Everything With Fries, Holland V
Bugis Junction (to Arab Street)
Pics 43 to 45 - Fun Photos (Holland V area)