09 November 2009
9 November 2009 - Last Time
Monday blues? Not for me today. I had Nasi Briyani for lunch. 'Eye-Battle and endurance starts right after lunch. Haha.
I've noticed that man and woman nowadays are extremely versatile. A lot of people are doing things they don't usually do, compared to last time. E. g. Boyfriends carrying their girlfriend bags. Man doing housework chores, Woman goes to work while man stays at home and etc. It has a positive and negative points depending on how you look at it. The situation now is really different from the past. The past, i meant 10 years ago. Hahaha.
During that time, i don't see a lot of woman working to support their family. It is not normal to see man doing house chores too as it has always been the woman daily routine. I dare to say this because I've seen this happened be it my friends, family or simply my observation.
People thinkng have change. Mindset is different now. We are running, aiming for time. I still remember those days in primary school nagging and complaining about how slow the clock.watch tocks. Waiting for recess during primary school really drives me crazy!!!
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Ritz Rizal às 12:00 AM
08 November 2009
8 November 2009 - Loving You Still
I fell in love with this song the moment i hear it. Song from the underrated but great R&B singer,
TAMIA (adapted from her album Tamia - 1998) I have this song in my lappy/ipod but never listen to it before. I definitely can relate to the lyric. This is for you people out there who is heartbroken but still loving him/her.
Verse 1 : Fell in love, and everything that I wanted What a life for me... Now a thing don't mean a thing, since we've parted Meant the world to me... And though my heart's still beatin', when will I breathe again And when will someone wake me from, this awful dream I'm in Chorus: If you could see the way I live my life If you could see the way I cry at night If you could understand the reasons why That I'm loving you still... If you could hear me when I call your name You gotta know I'll never ever love again 'Cause I'm loving you still Verse 2: I had someone watch over me, my protector Kept me safe and warm I had someone makin' love to me, I thought forever Forever now is gone... So I spend my days pretending, I spend my nights alone I've never missed somebody so, I've never loved so strong Repeat chorus Bridge: And now that you have gone away Lord knows that I must pray That we will meet again But until then... Repeat chorus
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Ritz Rizal às 12:00 AM
07 November 2009
07 November 2009 - Sleepy Mode
Today is the usual half-day for me. But it was an unusual day generally. I went straight to bed after work at roughly 2pm and woke up at around 7pm. I guess i was damn tired watching movies and hanging out till 5am yesterdau. Had not been hanging out that late for quite some time.
My dearest Isham is back.. woohoo.. for a month only.
I just had this thing linger. We, humans are so plastic in life. We actually know what things happen and we pretend like as if we dont. Giving fake smiles, having fake/cant be bothered conversations.. Thats just life.. I just wish that we all have peace in life. No fake smiles, no bad mouth and no jealousy! Keep the gossiping coming in though! hahaha!
OK SLEEPING NOW
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Ritz Rizal às 12:00 AM
05 November 2009
5 December 2009 - Lately
I was happy to bump with my former Primary school teacher, Miss Yasmin today(Min Xin Primary School). We had quite a long conversation. Thanks for the compliment Madam! I will keep in touch with you! Although she never teach me at all, i still remember how she fall down the stairs. It was damn hilarious! Such great memories! Missed those days, not forgetting the teachers too! LOVE THEM ALL! I just feel that today style of teaching is different from the past. I agree that the education system change for the better. But i still think that their care and concern during those days is totally unquestionable. They really go the extra mile! Staying back and doing house visits voluntarily without being paid! Salute them! This is what a true teacher is, for me. They hit you, curse you, scold you. But end of the day, they want the best for their students. I remember VERY CLEARLY what my form teacher said (Mdm Sitti Zainon)"If God wants to take me, take me after you all pass your PSLE results" I was so touched by what she said. She was my form teacher from primary 3 or 4 i think. And i guess that was her 1st time taking primary 6. I really would like to thank Mdm Sitti Zainon, Mrs Susan Phua and Mdm Roslinda for their hard work.
Different story now.....I've been doing a lot of unnecessary thinking lately. Thinking about 'what if, 'how i' and etc. I just don't know what and how to describe how it feels. Lately, I don't sleep well at night but i do come to work on time. I'm not restless at work though. Typing this makes me feel scary. OMG, weird!
Anyway, Isham is coming back from Vietnam later today. Such a good timing. I want my presents ok Isham! Please dont give me similar thing like what you gave last year. So sad tau! But i still appreciate and keep it with me ok. Haha! I sleep with it sometimes, if i miss you lah! OMG!! So i'm so 'butterfly' right?
November is such a broke month for me! So many birthday babies! A LOT!!!! Hahaha! But it is great knowing we share the same zodiac. Hail Scorpio! Don't mess with us! Haha. Ok i;m off to bed. Tired
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Ritz Rizal às 12:00 AM
23 October 2009
23 October 2009 - 'Great' Things
Never did i expect this to happened! Beyonce postponed/cancelled her tour in Malaysia, AGAIN! I feel more sad than being frustrated. But our KL trip is something to look forward too. I just hope to have a great trip there. Dont really have the mood now.
Went to airport last 2 days with Fendi, Zahid and Heder. Sometimes i just wish Heder would shut up his big F mouth! He really knows how i feel towards D****** and he still tell me about what happen. I dont blame Adi 100% cause i have no rights to stop whatever he wants to do. But i just feel really sad. Heder should not have told me this. I understand that it suppose to be a secret between them. What is his motive telling me all this. Making me sad? Wanting to break our friendship? I just dont understand him sometimes. Just shut up la next time. Keep things which you not suppose to say! Youre not good in keeping secrets! I really dont wish to know what you told me the other day.
And as for you Adi, you know how i feel towards D******, and i do understand why you dont want to tell me. I respect that. But again, i just cant stop feeling sad.
You can call me feelers, feeling or whatever. Try to be in my shoes.
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Ritz Rizal às 9:13 PM
21 October 2009
21 October 2009 - Back... AGAIN
Almost 2 year ago today! Haha. Im back with blogging...again, i guess. Many things happen and changed this few years. Growing up is not in the list yet. I miss those days in school, NS and my part time work. And now i can't believe i completed my ICT year 1 reservist! m attached to KINS Police unit. EK3A. I;m in troop 3!!!! TROOP 3 ALL THE WAY!!! Hahahaha!!! Feels like those days in camp during NS. We bond quite well with each other. Wanting to stay in camp.
Sounds crazy right? But thats how i feel now. Miss the stupid jokes, training, competition and fun lessons!
EK3A - ICT 1 - 28 Sep to 15 Oct 09 - Troop 3
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Ritz Rizal às 1:26 PM
15 December 2008
15 December 2008 - Enough is Enough
I refuse to believe, i even back you up when people say bad things about you and in return i get a bloody '
slap' on my face. I will never forget that time and day. Saying things which is not true,wost still thing not related to you at all.
I try not not to be sensitive. I get over that feeling, but your words just pierce through. Im chose not to argue further as we are in the middle of dinner. I'm so angry! I really wanna punch his face! Arghh!! Don't blame me if in the future, i'm being plastic towards you. It is indeed true what
Roti Boyan(Hahaha)
said. Thanks for reminding us about his ugly bad attitude. Now i believe every single word you say.
And yah, I know i'm laser(kurang ajar) but at least i say things infront of people. I dont tell stories that can make each other argue. I rest my case. I will try not to bump into you my 'friend'. We can still talk but i dont think it will be asincere conversation. Thanks for the ticket anyway!
ARGH!
!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*!@#%()_+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ritz Rizal às 12:00 AM
Name: Ritz Rizal
Tamia - Loving You Still